emoness

exactly a week to go.. counting down..

practically 2 books down.. virtually 4 more books to go..

damn...

this is what i call emoness..

i have been so depressed these days that i barely can have a good night sleep. i have an anxiety attack every now and then that caused me to feel suffocated.. torturing myself, you might think? yeah... i think so too.. i'm giving myself a lot of pressure. hence here i am online to release a lil of my stress..

just downloaded a few songs from twilight saga movies.. bella's lullaby (edward's song) i love it cuz it makes me feel calm and serene.. but of course.. for merely minutes T__T



listen to it..

ahhh.. fantasy.. if and only if edward cullen does exist in this world.. i'd swear i'd wanna be bella.. T__T

emoness....

on saturday we had this seminar in seremban about pengajian am.. the more i listen to it, the more depressed i feel cuz it's the exact opposite of what my school teacher taught me.. paid rm20 not to prepare myself for stpm but to make myself even worse..

and to make things go even worse, i did not have any sleep that night.. meaning, i was awake the whole night and when morning arise, i prepare myself and off we go to seremban. and amazingly i managed to withstand the tiredness till 11pm. i was awake for freaking 25 hours without any rest.. freaking scary cuz it means that i'm having insomnia due to severe stress...

ahhh.. what a life...

emoness..

baby are u down?

haha.. it's a quote from a song.. new song from jay sean.. our school dj played this song this morning and i like it very much.. try to listen to it..

DOWN

very nice song =D credits to me if you agree with me. shut the hell up if you dont agree.. it just means you dont know how to appreciate good songs =p

oh.. btw.. less than a month to go and it's our big day!!!! =.=" nervous or what?? heck i can still online and check on my farm and restaurant city what the fish?? gonna regret or what.. =.="

i'm looking forward to december 10. that is.... our BIGGEST DAY EVER.. wakakkaaa... farewell party baby!! gosh.. i really need to pay more attention on my books first.. physics.. i need help on physics... T____T

oh! another great news! we've got our class own-designed shirt yesterday and i love it!!! cuz the shirt has my name on it!!!! XD how cool is that??!! anyway, will post the photo of the shirt whenever i'm free, presumely after STPM. i guess i wont have the time to blog anymore.. except to check on my chickens and duck in country story for a short moment wtf......

weird..... i was extremely sleepy this morning and i can almost doze off while talking to ppl.. yet, now i feel energetic as chicken? nah.. chicken aint energetic.. excited electrons ARE energetic...

ok.. whatever..

gtg... stomach ache d... haiz =.="


=D

bye!

short post, i guess

i've been online for almost 3 hours or so.. since restaurant city is down and i've been lingering in front of the pc without doing anything useful, hence, i decided to come update my poor blog awhile la....

i'm having a short holiday ie for merely 4 days! well, better than no hols at all LOL.. but seriously, this year we're having a lil too much hols.. can be quite boring sometimes..

sat for chemistry exam today.. it's trial 2 anyway.. i presume it aint that important thus i dint study much haha.. chemistry paper 2 was hard but guess what??!! luckily when we sat for the paper, it's during our chemistry period.. she discussed some of the questions that we couldn't solve, and.... guess what??? eventually she said it's an open book test!! happy or what??? LOL.. budden, i dont have the time to finish all the questions.. took too much time flipping through the pages to find the answers.. =.="

and i'm so proud of myself lately!! haha.. you know why? my and my few classmates have started group studying! pretty good! as we can have discussion with each other =D hopefully our results will improve after this much of effort.. =D

sitting for physics and maths 2 next week but i just don't have the mood to study.. LOL.. bad or what?? =.=

ok.. i gtg... see ya next time!

21st september 2009

second day of hari raya. what is so special about this date?

went dating with my first boyfriend?

IMPOSSIBLE..

went to have my lunch at the most expensive hotel in Seremban?

NOT A CHANCE!!

went to tuition?

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what am i doing? i'm making fun of myself what the fuck?

ok la.. tell you what.. on the second day of hari raya, me and my ex schoolmates, namely HC, LH, and lynn went to Jusco Seremban 2 to hang out together.. we have not been doing this kind of gathering since FOREVER! so.. yeah! to Jusco we went.. =D

since there's no car.. and i have not been practicising driving since forever.....

we went by bus! it's been a year ++ since the last time i took a bus to Seremban.. well, i got spoilt cuz even though i don't drive i have a few friends who fortunately have valid driving license and cars LOL.. so i have them as drivers and therefore save my money from paying the stupid bus driver who doesn't even care about our safety wtf!!!!!



AHEM!!!!

no la.. i dint mean to say i'm using them to my own advantage laarr... it's just pure convenient cuz we don't have to be sandwiched among other passengers in the bus who have BO!!!!!?!!?!?!! and long dirty hair!!!??!!??!?!?! and foreignerss!!!!??!?!@??@!??# and other more complainssss.. not gonna elaborate more on that... skip...

reached JJ around 11am and we headed straight to Green Box. walao.. so crowded with ppl.. undoubtedly will have loads of ppl during public holidays.. and all the rooms have been fully booked.. so we had no choice but to book for the 2pm session.. ok lor.. we all had no problem with that.. but rm31 per person is a lil too much huh?? hahahah XD

well, we walked around JJ.. dint buy anything cuz i also dont know what to buy.. yah.. i bought magazine only cuz lately i've been quite bored at home and reading breaking dawn is so sien for me d so.. yeah.. i need to read something new..... lol..

funny thing happened when we were having our lunch at kenny rogers lorr... stupid waitress... told LH and HC that MY sandwiches are theirs and THEIR sandwiches are mine!!! stupid right.. i dont know how to differentiate the sandwiches shown in the stupid menu lor.. all looked similar but once reached the table it's like completely different =.=" but i'm lucky cuz according to LH and HC, MY sandwiches consists of only VEGETABLES and cheese slice muahahahaha XD and i'm the lucky one cuz THEIR sandwiches are very delicious.. LOL..... damn funny lor...

haiz.. now i'm doubting whether or not should i return to eat there.. cause so much trouble and embarrass myself nia.. damn~ BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!! kanasai.. the waitresses all like showing their faces to me bloody hell LOL.. beh ta han =.=

ok.. nei mind. i don't mind la.. cuz i dint really scold them and they answered all my questions really politely.. and we paid pull payment so ok lor. deal la right.. duh~

then sing k lor.. damn fun lor i tell you.. i sang the most la... LOL... not really singing also... SCREAMING muahahaha.. scream my lungs out... dont know why i just felt like screaming... release stress kononnya muahahah XD damn stupid.. according to lynn, when i was singing, even the waiter got shocked.. duh~ whatever lar.. i paid rm31 ler.. so my pasal la wanna sing out loud or not right.. duh~

haha..

BEAT IT.. BEAT IT!!! JUST BEAT IT!!

practically MJ's songs all hit songs ler.. haha.. i think i know why lar... after his death only ppl start to appreciate his songs ma.. that's why his songs became hit songs lor... simple logic ^.^

you and me.. together!! NOT ALONE~~~

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after 5pm lynn's brother and mum were in JJ too.. so very kind of lynn's family to fetch us back to pd.. or else we all have to suffer in the bus again wtf...... swear... eh.. better don swear.. PROMISE that i'm not gonna sit bus anymore... damn suffocating.. promise can be broken what.. swear cannot ma... who knows... things might happen that might leads me to take bus again T______T which i really don't want lorr.... T____T damn stupid..

unless i can practice driving until i really can then ok lor.... i can drive lor.. dont know when only la.. ahem...

overall i had fun lar.......

no pictures lar.. wanna see my hideous looking face go look at my facebook there la.. lynn got tagged me... me looking cina amoi with the small eyes and stupid peace sign wtf... i'm criticizing myselffff... =.="

gtg.... wanna sing again...

I WILL BE~~~~~~

by leona lewis..

weet trials's over!!

right after physics paper (which undoubtedly we screwed up pretty badly) , we went erratic!! like, come on!! it's just the last day of trials and we're already feeling the feeling of being free!!

can you imagine how we would feel after we've finished our stpm??!!! wow.. looking forward to that hahahaha.. XD

and i shall skip school on wednesdays!! weet~~~ no more skipping schools on mondays cuz my dad would stil be around and he has been scolding and warning me for skipping school constantly!!

nothing more to blog la so bai!

energy level super low

why am i so down???? i barely have the mood to study right now.. and i'm in deep shit..

i feel sleepy the whole day....

depressed....

heck.. what is wrong with me???!!

back online with short update!

i guess i'm spending my free time quite wisely by coming online every hour eh? haha.. so.. i'm back online.. to update my poor blog again.. with some random pictures taken! lol..


as usual.. outing with my buddy at SR.. then out of sudden she said she wanna take pictures lol..
lynn lynn.. and the monkey wtf..

taken by me!!! i asked her to pose with kawaii poses and she failed.. miserably.. lol..
nice eh?? hahaha... she can be my model.. LOL..


we watched movie.. i forgot what movie already.. and cy asked me to accompany him buy new formal shirt for his upcoming installation night.. and he found this!!!!

well, i think he looked great with this shirt hence i took out my phone and snapped him.. and this bloody rude salesgirl stopped me and warned me that i cannot take any pictures in the shop!! in a very rude way!!! ah.... i don wanna talk about it anymore.. not gonna visit that shop again anyway!!!


then!! on... 25th july.. (wooo.. i still remember the date hahahaha cuz my aunt and my cousin from London were scheduled to reach Malaysia on 28th!!) , we went to kl for this taiwan education fair!! pointless, i shall say.. cuz... no 1, i don really understand chinese.. i only know how to speak SIMPLE chinese.. so.. when the counsellor was trying to ask me what course am i taking in the future.. i dont know how to answer her back!!!!! relied on meow shan to do all the talking for me hahahaha!!! i was the dummy that day lol....

then we decided to go for lunch! at the wendy's!! lousy food..

cy ate this burger.. i don know what it's called..


then we saw one ang moh.. alone.. after buying his lunch then he sat down and he took out a book and read!!!! multitasking weh!!! eat and read at the same time!! i thought my mum used to tell me, eat and read at the same time is not good for our digestion?? *shrugs*cy tried to imitate him lol.... only difference he had finished his lunch wakakkaka.. XD and btw, he was reading twilight!! new moon, actually!! lol.....

then the day finally arrived!! my aunt came back from UK with her son!!!

see!!! with rosy cheeks ler!!! and getting chubbier lolz...

we had a lot of random activities like steamboat for dinner, dinner at chinese restaurants, shopping, went to water park and the most fun activity of all... body painting!!!!

like this!!! my aunt painted a dolphin on my left hand and it's so nice!!! tak sampai hati wanna rub it off..

and i painted this myself! lol.. tryna immitate xiaxue's tattoo.. muahahahhaa


pictures below are taken from my mother's cousin's house in segamat.. opposite his house there's a lake and it looks very nice and beautiful.. so.. here they are... =D
take 1
take 2
take 3

take 4
and even the clouds are super nice lor.. see??? hahahahhaha.. budden the weather was very hot on that day.. dint really get the chance to walk around the lake and explore more hahahah XD

ok.. so this isn't a short post after all muahahahah xD what la..

gtg..