guess my luck is just bad afterall

i had enough bad luck last week. i wanted to forgive and forget about everything that had happened. they've been such a bad memories but oh well.. what can i say but to learn how to be a forgiving and a patient person..

yday it was the orientation for the lower sixers.. the orientation would be perfect. if and only if we are allowed to run it longer rather than just having less than 1 hour to conduct all the games.. received destructive comments from both teachers and students.. saying that we do not have proper time management and so on.. sigh~ what do you expect? it's not even our fault as we never expect teachers would take so much time to talk nonsense during the assembly and thus used up our time.. sigh~~

one particular teacher is pointing finger at me.. saying i'm all to be blamed.. saying i'm not supposed to let the rest of the members to come out with the games.. which means i actually have to do ALL the plannings and the games and so on.. and the rest of the members are supposed to accept my order.. she made it sound like it's so simple.. well, it's always easier said than done right????

does the teacher seriously think i have so much time to come out with 10 games for 10 different checkpoints?? does the teacher seriously think the rest of the members wouldn't hate me if i dominate all the work ALL by myself???

i just don't wanna get myself into trouble.. i've got enough of receiving criticism by some random ppl that i'm obsess of power and saying that i'm trying to take over corina's post as a president.. gosh~~ why ppl's mouth can be so mean?? sigh~

i'm so tired of all these shit...

when will i have the luckiest day of my life?

i had enough of bad days.. out you go, bad luck!!! get out of my life!!!