i love my blog

ok i was a lil bit too dumb to realise that i could just revert to classic template and there goes my new blog design ^^ yeah i'm quite happy with it.. i might change to another design whenever i get fed up with the current design.. haha..

it's freaking late already.. it's 1.24am now.. and i'm supposed to read new moon to make sure i'm able to complete my mission, that is to finish reading it by this week.. 500 freaking pages and i'm currently stuck at page 100++ (can't remember the exact number) ah whatever it is.... later i shall get back to new moon ^^

partly i'm still awake now is because.. i can't sleep.. i don't know what is wrong with me.. insomnia perhaps?? haiz.. i'm overly excited and depressed at the same time.. it can be something good.. but it can be something bad also.. i hate to confront this to him.. i dont have the guts to approach him and ask him for the truth.. should i? should i not?? what if things turn out to be the exact opposite?? it might ruin everything.. i don't wanna risk that.. haiz.. but if i don't voice out, i'll be the one who suffer in the end.. what should i do?? haiz...

maybe i shouldn't think too much at the moment.. few more months to go and i think i'm ready to confront him.. yeah. i will confront him when the time approaches.. see how it goes ^^

this is the freaking first time that i feel this way. oh my gosh.. hahaha.. suffocating at times though.. ^^

last wednesday i went to sing k and watch movie with my bunch of classmates.. had fun singing k cuz i was the only one who took charged of the remote control and will not allow anyone to take it from me hahaha... i was so childish >.< terminator was confusing but quite nice.. it was thrilling and full of surprises.. but not to my liking.. i prefer transformers than terminator.. lol..

and something happened when i was in the karaoke room and i think i will not forget about it ^^ hahahahaha.. funny and at the same time.. sweet as candy! =D

alright.. guess i gtg now.. byebye!