i.am.so.freaking.sick

i.have.not.been.sleeping.since.last.night.

yes.. i've been awake.. since last night.. till now.. 7.03am.. come on?!! what's so wrong with me? i'm so freaking insomniac i tried so hard to force myself to sleep. the more i try, the more anxious i feel.. i've no idea i'm anxious of what.. my hand trembles a lil and my heart beats vigorously.. my head is full of thoughts.. all jumbled up and it was a messed.. gosh~~ my condition is worsen..

=.=""""

my stomach felt a lil uneasy but it felt better after went to toilet and applied some medicine to soothe the pain.. zzz.. =(

my mum would definitely got shocked if i'm telling her i haven't sleep since last night.. =.="

oh well.. whatever it is.. i'll blog a while.. see how it goes.. hopefully my eyes will feel a lil heavy so i can go lie down and have a short nap... i guess..

i'm done with new moon and i've started reading ecplise already.. haha.. my hols is occupied with vampire stories.. kind of addicted already, i guess?=D nowadays when i go out to have a tea break with my friend, we'll go crazy about "omg.. edward wanna kill himself because he thought bella is dead!" or "jacob is in love with bella!" or "bella wants to become vampire or else volturi will kill her themselves!!" haha.. the whole conversation will be all about twilight saga muahahaha XD well, it IS fun to share the same interest with others you know?=D

gosh~ i was thinking about whether this will really affect my studies anot.. i'm supposed to occupy my holiday time to do my homework, do revision bla bla bla.. it's really sickening to think about it cuz i have a whole tons of school stuff to do kay..

thinking about the results i obtained for physics, i'm really wondering whether i could manage to fare in stpm or not.. zzz.. guess what, i merely got a C.. and i really thank god i dint get a F instead.. frankly speaking, i barely studied for physics and i merely flipped through the pages the night before the paper.. no doubt i can't fare well.. it's considered a bless already that i got a C.. lol.. well, it's not something to be celebrated for.. mum wasn't really happy with my results.. =.=" no doubt i've got to try harder..

physics is not hard if you really study and aim for an A for this paper.. unless you're freaking lazy or maybe you've just lost interested to study physics.. i guess??

O_o like.. what the hell??!

the song boom boom pow by BEP is nice eh??=D boom boom pow!!