poker face

perhaps i should wear one.. so that i'm able to pretend that i'm happy when i'm not, pretend that i like what you do when the truth is the reverse..

sometimes i feel like being too blunt has its disadvantages.. i shoot ppl with comments that undoubtedly will hurt ppl.. and somemore i'm a very hot-tempered person.. i make remarks on ppl, ppl got angry with me, shoot me back with negative remarks, i got angry, heated argument begins.. sigh~

these few days i'ma little stressed up and i did not have enough sleep.. lack of sleep cause me to behave like a lunatic.. uncontrollable temper and behaviour.. sigh~

because of minor things, i've already started arguing with ppl and some of them gave me silent treatment already.. i hate silent treatment.. ok.. i got it.. i'm the one to be blamed and i've already apologised right there and then. and yet they gave me silent treatment for the whole week.. i felt so angry sigh~~~ nvm.. things will fall back to pieces eventually..

and i hope that i can control my emotion better this time >.<

hope for a better day tmr ^^

and finals is coming.. which is really sickening...

STRESSED~~~