am listening to ayumi hamasaki's new album.. i love the songs sparkle and new level.. the rest of the songs are like... hmmm.. not my cup of tea..
she's pretty anyway.. i wonder how ppl can actually look so dolly after surgery?? hahahaha..
oh ya.. my title says it all.. my trials is coming in mere 1 week and i'm still here.. online =.=" oh gosh~ i'm so dead... i've been saying this like.. so many times already, didn't it?? hahah.. blame it on my procrastination, i've not done anything.. like zero..!!
i'm pretty frustrated right now too.. i'm really confused on where and which course i'm going to study after my STPM... initially i thought choosing a school and a course is going to be an easy job but i guess it's not after all!!! can cause a lot of headache!! and i wonder whether i'll be homesick if i stay too far away from my family T___T
sigh~ ~ is chemical engineering going to be the right course for me??? i wonder....
i don't wanna regret entering the wrong university and the wrong course..
but what other alternatives have i got?
haiz... can you imagine my frustration???? not about exams but my future plans!!! my goodness... >.<"
anyway! gtg.... bb!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
poker face
perhaps i should wear one.. so that i'm able to pretend that i'm happy when i'm not, pretend that i like what you do when the truth is the reverse..
sometimes i feel like being too blunt has its disadvantages.. i shoot ppl with comments that undoubtedly will hurt ppl.. and somemore i'm a very hot-tempered person.. i make remarks on ppl, ppl got angry with me, shoot me back with negative remarks, i got angry, heated argument begins.. sigh~
these few days i'ma little stressed up and i did not have enough sleep.. lack of sleep cause me to behave like a lunatic.. uncontrollable temper and behaviour.. sigh~
because of minor things, i've already started arguing with ppl and some of them gave me silent treatment already.. i hate silent treatment.. ok.. i got it.. i'm the one to be blamed and i've already apologised right there and then. and yet they gave me silent treatment for the whole week.. i felt so angry sigh~~~ nvm.. things will fall back to pieces eventually..
and i hope that i can control my emotion better this time >.<
hope for a better day tmr ^^
and finals is coming.. which is really sickening...
STRESSED~~~
sometimes i feel like being too blunt has its disadvantages.. i shoot ppl with comments that undoubtedly will hurt ppl.. and somemore i'm a very hot-tempered person.. i make remarks on ppl, ppl got angry with me, shoot me back with negative remarks, i got angry, heated argument begins.. sigh~
these few days i'ma little stressed up and i did not have enough sleep.. lack of sleep cause me to behave like a lunatic.. uncontrollable temper and behaviour.. sigh~
because of minor things, i've already started arguing with ppl and some of them gave me silent treatment already.. i hate silent treatment.. ok.. i got it.. i'm the one to be blamed and i've already apologised right there and then. and yet they gave me silent treatment for the whole week.. i felt so angry sigh~~~ nvm.. things will fall back to pieces eventually..
and i hope that i can control my emotion better this time >.<
hope for a better day tmr ^^
and finals is coming.. which is really sickening...
STRESSED~~~
