Joanna "Jones" Lee

good morning!

2012-02-07T15:43:00.000-08:00

the sun is up! hello and good morning people! :D

yesterday's moon is so mad beautiful like ^$%^&%&%$#^ my jaw literally dropped.. and i fixed it back to its place. meh..

didn't take picture of it. shoo stupid of me >;(

anywaysss!! i merely had 3 hours of sleep and hopefully i'm able to stay awake for the rest of the day cuz.. it's gonna be a loonnnggg one! ;)

woot! short update for mua blog! ;) lets hope for something really amazing to happen to me, then i shall update it LOLOLOL.. if and only if something good happens la ;)

gtg! ;)

BTW, megan nicole's songs are superbly nais! I LURVE her songs! <3

listen to her and i bet you gonna like it ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6jyVpTvgvI&feature=autoplay&list=ULe2Tsjs6Iblk&lf=mfu_in_order&playnext=1

Chap Goh Mei

2012-02-06T03:50:00.000-08:00

today marks the 15th day of CNY d. so to wrap up about the whole CNY celebration, it was okay. minus the excruciatingly hot weather. i can literally feel the infrared rays penetrated into my skin and yes, now i'm so tanned.. sexy beachy kind of tan haha! just kidding..

so this year i didn't get to bai nian with my friends unlike previous years where we'd go serbu every chinese people's houses haha! i remember one time i went to my old friend's house with a bunch of friends (of like 10++) and the moment we received ang pows, i shouted and went like "JOM, NEXT HOUSE!" i still remember the aunty's face went like =_= and told me to sit down, have a drink and gamble a bit first only continue house visiting. LOL, as i'm writing this, recalling the pasts make me feel.... embarrassed! FML.... haha those were the days la. ;)

now? i'm no longer a kid.. house visiting is now only limited to visiting relatives' and some close friends' houses. receiving ang pow is no longer a big joy la *lie* i only enjoy receiving mandarin oranges from people *lie* have a long chit chatting session with the old people and listen to their life stories is interesting also *more lies*

eh. imagine if you keep receiving ang pow till you're 50. it could be fun to remain single huh? :D *tak tau malu*

anyways, CNY is okay la. that's all i can say. not really a big fan of CNY. i prefer birthday celebration lol :P

haha.. alright. wishing everyone to have a good health and wealth and blessed with abundance of happiness from this water dragon :) two more years and it's gonna be MUA YEAR HAHAHAHA XD horse year babeh.. i'm a horse babe.. ;)

say hi to the water dragon and it's gonna bless you throughout the year :)

alright! gotta sign off! :D till then peeps! ;)

First attempt to blog using my phone :D

2011-12-13T00:04:00.001-08:00

Alright. Here I am people. Blogging again but not using a laptop but a phone :P am typing this while lying down on the couch. Ah... How simple our life now is :)

Was editing some pictures of self shot on my birthday hehe.. Call me vain cuz I am vain wtf XD

Alright. Gtg now. Ttyl :)

stress/strain = Young's Modulus

2011-11-12T06:52:00.001-08:00

i'm experiencing stress and strain right now. hence the Young's Modulus.

health has been affected by this Young's Modules.. now my throat is throbbing and my lips are literally swelling.. i don't know... it could be due to overstress.. i swear to god i've been drinking lots of water lately, so impossible i'm dehydrated right? sigh...

the pain is unbearable this morning but right now, it's still painful but bearable.. hopefully i can sleep well tonight..

ohhh! just done eating the last piece of guava without realising it! *proud* ;)

today has been a loooonng day in the lab! 12 hours!! wooo! and it's seriously tiring and especially when i'm in a state where i'm quite weak, it's really a struggle :( but thank god i survived the day! woo!

and tmrw is gonna be another long day!

my temper isn't that good lately.. if you try to test my patience, i'll get all fired up.. too many lansi ppl i cannot tahan.. sigh... maybe too stress liao.. so please.. bear with me if i lost my patience and control, potassium... :)

alright... i gtg make some herbal tea to drink and time to hit the sack!

nights peeps! till next time ;)

some updates

2011-11-07T10:28:00.000-08:00

why, hello there! don't tell me you got shock seeing this picture >.<

since my blog is so lack of picture, hence.. the big face... ya ya... whatever la..

anyways! i might be moving out next month.. maybe end of next month.. cuz the rental has increased again! haha! hear that! from 760 to 860 to 1100! for a freaking room.. exclusive of gym and swimming pool, FYI!.. yeah.. tell me and convince me whether it's worth staying here for that price or not!

i was so pissed at them for increasing the price so much! what were they thinking!? we grow money tree? studying in taylor's doesn't mean we are all born millionaires right? wtf max.. you know what i did? i posted this picture up in facebook.

yeap.. this is the new hostel rental rates.. per month! can you imagine paying so much just for a freaking room with no other facilities included? ~~if you still think it's cheap get the hell outta my blog cuz i can't stand sarcasm~~

and how stupid i was.. at that moment, i forgot that i added this guy who works in the accommodation office and when i uploaded this picture in facebook, he freaking saw this picture and commented "must you do this after we agree?" feeling all remorseful, i apologised and deleted the picture.. after a moment, i got angry.. and ANGRIER as i thought about it! did i do anything wrong for posting that picture up? and mind you, i only commented in the picture as "the price has increased.. again =.=" or something like that... does that make me a bad person?

wtf.. MAXIMUM... and i deleted that person after. and REPOST the picture! hah! take that..

therefore, i sent an email to the big boss, asking him whats the procedure of checking out of hostel and request him to find me an apartment/condo outside.

anyway, enough about hostel thingy. will update once i'm confirmed to leave and hoping for good news *crossing fingers*

I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES! i spent my whole weekend watching vampire diaries and i'm done watching till episode 7 season 3!! awesome series and i love every single episode of it!

haha.. can't get enough ;)

alright.. i present to you.. my new hot stuff..

you can't deny that he's NOT good looking okay! he has blue eyes and i totally fell for it! such beautiful eyes <3 and he is super charming and he has the bad boy image but with the sweetest heart ever!! <3 sweetest and hottest guy ever <3 ;)

too bad in taylor's you can't and impossible to encounter guys with such features! lucky nina to have him as her bf!! :)

one can only dream. and i dream of having him as a boyfriend :D <3

hahaha! i wish to be a vampire ^^

random thoughts

2011-10-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

(written few weeks ago... edited it today as at 18/11/2011)

last monday, i almost got kicked out of hostel cuz i forgot to renew my tenancy contract. fortunately, i volunteered (more of like forced) to be a floor representative which means i have to be committed to whatsoever activities/events that they organize and i'm like "ohhh okay!" and my tenancy got extended for another 6 months! haha.. so i guess i better do my homework and to search for nearby condos within this 6 months.. or not! i dont know yet!!

anyways.. woke up today with noises from the room next to mine.. my housemate is shifting! it suddenly hit me that... wow.. she's leaving... :( a tad bit sad though.. nevertheless, everything happens for a reason right.. it's not that i'm saying anything bad or what.. but um... i don't feel connected to her anymore.. she's drifting away from me and i'm like, oh well.. what can i do right? she's drifting away and that's her choice so yeah.. maybe she would be happier staying outside :)

moving on, lets talk about... yeah.. my test.. i failed in one lecturer's paper and i couldn't express how disappointed i am with myself.. and also the lecturer.. because of his unique way of marking... no marks for the working? like, my freaking solution is like 4 pages long and i got a freaking 0 out of 20 for that question. how is that considered fair, u tell me?? honestly, i was and am still pissed at that lecturer and... yeah.. i hate even more lecturers this semester.. it like, omg.. what are they all thinking??? =.=

now, lets talk about... friends... fake friends maybe? haha.. how do u feel when your friends pretend to be nice to you initially and when they found a slightly better friend, they ditch you and probably even treat you as an invisible person already? saddening right? but what else can you do? it's obvious that they are indirectly telling you that they are done with you and get your butt out of their lives!

not that i'm saying what.. it's just that sometimes when i reflect about the past when me and them were closer and that now we are drifting away from each other, it's kinda saddening.. but i guess everything happens for a reason? probably.. but i just can't escape the thought that i am the lousier friend that they would rather ditch..

sad life isn't it?

well i do realise that life isn't always a bed of roses.. in reality, no doubt there's a lot of people who pretend to be nice to you but very unfortunately, they do have their own motives that will benefit themselves and being friends with you will help them gain those benefits... and you, stupidly and innocently thought that they are being sincere and they are keen to be your friend.. eventually, well? need i say more? worse comes to the worst, you will feel betrayed and learn your lesson the harsh way? :(

throughout my 20 years of living as a human being, i've tasted bittersweet memories with my friends.. dealt with fake friends and whatnot.. sometimes i thought that i've learned a lot from my past and that i would be smarter to choose friends much more wisely.. but i guess sometimes things just happen.. it's destined to be and you can't escape..

maybe i've grown a lot more mature as compared to the past? lately, i just don't feel like meddling into other ppl's businesses and rather just stay neutral and stay deaf throughout.. just stay out of any trouble... better that way, aye?

it's true that it's hard to find true friends when you're getting older.. but knowing that your family will stick with you through thick and thin is what that keeps me going through the bad days in uni :)

all i can do now is to pretend that i'm not bothered with whatsoever these "friends" are doing and probably gonna act as fake as i can to entertain them :) haha!

alright.. gotta go peeps! it's a long post for today :)

why why and hello!

2011-10-18T12:15:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=OHkvan-NFnM#!

this song is duh awesome! i've hit replay button countless times and yet to feel sick of it! :D

i heard this song is the soundtrack of the upcoming movie, breaking dawn! wee! omg!!! i am anticipating for it! :D

what i notice about my blog is that.. it's kinda dead huh? yeah.. i'm not tempted to blog every single day about my life anymore.. unlike last time whatever shit also wanna write on blog.. have i mentioned before that i almost got into trouble with some people back in high school cuz i posted some shit about them?? oh hell yeah.. i always get into trouble back in high school XD memories memories....

now what i do is just keep them for myself and save the interesting stories to some of my friends only :P that way is wayyyyyy much safer than posting them on blogs right! lol...

what can i say about my life? same old routine.. hate mondays and tuesday.. neutral for wednesdays.. thursdays and fridays are the most awesome day of the week.. :D

and now it's 3.10am and it's wednesday! *neutral facial expression*

alright... i ran out of stuff to write already.. maybe next time i should vlog instead.. wtf? showing to ppl my fat face and risk being criticized by people? :O T___T nah.. maybe when i get elected as miss universe only you'll get to see my face in many famous videos la.. i think that would be better right? :P

gtg now! tmr i have 10am class! chiao!!! :D nights ppl..

one week holiday is just too short

2011-09-03T00:45:00.000-07:00

as time waits for no man.. holiday will never be enough!!

the thought of going back to subang tmrw makes me a little sad :( not to say that i hate studying but it's just that i can't escape the pressure of coping with studies and projects and stuff.. waaaaaa.. my blood pressure can be so unstable.. T.T

for the past few days, i've been enjoying myself to the fullest :D busy gaining weight like nobody's business and yes, time for me to start lose some weights already T.T

i'm getting puffier and the sight of myself in the mirror makes me feel... =_= sad case....

hahaha XD i'm rambling right now and i don't know what else to write..

oh ya.. i'm supposed to study for math but ngeh.... going online for while won't cause any harm right? ;)

anywaysssss.... since i'm blank with what to write, signing off now :P will be back once i have some stories to tell.. see ya! till then~

funny

2011-08-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

what's funny is when you think that you can cope with the awkwardness.. turns out it's so wrong.

i had one too many awkward moments.. in mere one night. (actually.. there's only 2 la :P)

i just blogged yday about buka puasa-ing with my malay friends last night right? and i did mention that it'll be fun right?

turns out, it's the opposite. :(

first awkward moment that i had was... i totally... cannot recall my friend's name.. in the end, i got it all messed up.. and i blushed like... haha! udang bakar XD i was so embarrassed! i'm so sorry again, pelo. :( pelo is indeed easier for me to remember :P

and then, the guy whom i'd rather make him the last person that i would like to see in my entire life, was there. the moment i saw him, i was thinking, haha FML..... my night will certainly be ruined. and yes, it was ruined indeed :) cuz my mood got totally spoilt..

trying to pretend as though nothing happened and wanna be friendly back to me? haha. funny. this is what i can't stand. fake people.

i lost you as a friend, it's actually a thing that i should rejoice. :) however, to be honest right, i just feel that it's a pity that both of us can't appreciate the friendship that we used to have. :)

regardless, let bygones be bygones :) i'm so done with this and i think nothing can make me feel like i deserve you as a friend anymore :)

the moment i left the place, i was instantly relieved that it was over :D haha can you imagine how awkward i was during that time? not a very comfortable feeling. and people do realise that i was uncomfortable cuz i was unusually quiet hehe :) quiet means something good also right? i'm savouring my food :P

today is definitely gonna be a much better day. not that i'm expecting too much but at least, the probability of me encountering similar scenario is... well, probably less than or equals to 50%? :)

alright.. shall go get myself ready to go out :) till then! :)

N.O.O.B.

2011-08-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

and it's the opposite of P.R.O. hahaha!! salim said this yday and i LOL-ed :D

anyways! here i am! back! and pretty much still alive la.. and i've gotten fatter FML. this shows that my life has been good so far ;) lol

skin got pretty dried up these days.. and yday it cracked FML. i don't know. it could be the weather's fault boohooo :( hopefully it gets better soon :)

hate morning classes!! especially when it's 8am class! could barely wake up and i literally have to drag myself outta the bed to get ready T.T Y NO AFTERNOON CLASSES ONE? T.T

but the best part is when i have a long break in between classes. :D can go back room and take a nap! :) that makes me happy ^.^

and what makes me even happier is..... ^0^ later gonna join my malay friends buka puasa!! wkakakaka! and no!! i didn't puasa cuz if i do, i will faint!! XDD anyways, yeah.. buka puasa with them :) guess it'd be fun :D

gotta go shower now :) till then :) have a great week ahead peeps!

been through hell

2011-07-29T19:51:00.000-07:00

and i come back stronger :)

yeap! so tmr's the day where i've to go back to subang to start sem 3 already!! wow! time flies.. 1 month of holiday basically doing nothing but slacking around and facebooking (duh) is wasted.. just like that! haha :D

therefore, lesson learned. gotta work once sem 3 is over. dad's been complaining i spent a lot of money this break haha!

anywaysssss!!! what to update?! lol XD alright.. let me tell you a lesson of life.. i've learned my lesson in a very hard and depressing way and i guess me, as a good and humble person, i should tell you this! guys, never ever do things hastily! think twice before you act! and never trust people so easily! trust me (i hate telling lies so you should) cuz if you don't, you're just gonna fall into a trap, and possibly getting yourself hurt and throwing tantrums at everyone? lol XD

even if you fall, remember, you're not alone. family and close and trustworthy friends will always be there for you :D stay positive about life and you're ready to move on :D

luckily for me, i've regained my confidence and i'm more than ready to rumble MORE!! :D

can't wait to see my friends at uni though :) haha :D and...... first class on the very first day... is at freaking 8am!!!! sighhh!!!! and it's the lecturer!!! :/ sigh... hopefully this semester he's gonna lectures better or else, i'm gonna take action already.. gotta get better results this sem sigh!

alright!! so that's all for now! cuz i really don't know what else to write d hehe! and i don't even know whether is there anyone that reads my blog? lol :P anywayssss, ppl, have a great day ahead and see you soon! ;)

been MIA

2011-06-08T11:30:00.000-07:00

sorry for the MIA.. been crazy busy lately and i'm super stress!!! yes! seriously.. stress till my hair falls off so damn scary.. T.T it's only sem 2.. and i have 6 more sems to go so huhuhuhu T.T

anywayssss... life's been great.. i mean, aside from being stressful, life's been pretty okay... normal.. routine stuff so yeah.. nothing much to elaborate on..

been doubting about my decisions lately.. i'm so scared of making decisions that may change my whole life like in 360 degrees turn.. @.@ sighhhh.. need some advice but some of ppl that i've turned to isn't helping me much so.. hmmm... lets hope that time will give me an answer soon la...

finals coming in 2 weeks. which makes me kinda.... nervous.. lol XD oh well.. :)

anywaysss.... i've nothing much to say here already.. lol.. i'm so totally random right now i don't know why i'm writing here lol XD oh ya! glee's awesome omgggg.... the songs are great!! super love them... nice!! ^^ those of u who have yet to watch glee, do watch!!! it's AWESOME.....!! ^.^

yeapppzsss... gtg now!! till next time :D god knows when hehehe XD chiaozzz...

i ain't that lucky

2011-05-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

i wasn't born a lucky girl.. i never had the luck to be lucky whenever i feel like i wanna be lucky.. :(

i am so depressed.. lucky gifts which comprises of so many freaking expensive gifts... and i didn't get any of them.. :(

i can still remember vividly, back then when i was in primary 5, my science teacher is leaving so she asked us to pick a paper which has a number on it.. yes, it was a lucky draw... there were 20 small gifts for 20 students who were lucky... and i was the last one who got chosen. with the most lauya gift wrapping ever... but i still feel very happy!! cuz i won something out of sheer luck!!!

and that was it... the only time i got lucky in lucky draws..

i hate being disappointed when i know i have the chance to win something.. but as your expectation goes higher, things will turn out the opposite so yeah... i am depressed right now..

we had lucky draw during the tea party just now.. the prizes are superbly expensive man... seriously...camera HD, headphone which costs RM1000+, ipod touch, notebook, and a freaking ipad 2.. T.T and i didn't get to win any of the prizes... :(

i was seriously depressed.. i dont know why.. just now i felt like i'm some sort of a beggar who eats there for free.. and everyone's pitying me.. :( sad case...

where's my luck? :(

some ppl just have a really funny character

2011-04-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

not funny as in very good at telling jokes, u know? funny as in.. they aren't what you think they are..

for example, there's a friend of mine who got angry at me for no reason. probably i've unintentionally raised up my voice (maybe due to deafness cuz sometimes i feel like i can't hear myself, hence the loud voice) and hence, ignored me for the whole day. i can know instantly that you are trying to ignore me and jeling me and trying to give me a msg that you are angry at me.. but i can't help it for being pissed at you too cuz, come on man.. who likes to be jeling at? and pretend that i'm totally invisible? :(

and then this morning, some guy purposely came near me to tell other person about doing the job that I WANT TO DO.. but not asking me directly.. it's like that guy purposely trying to let me hear what he's saying (cuz he kinda talk loudly - i'm assuming he's trying to make me listen to him?) i totally dislike this kind of attitude la... why? you seriously want me to beg you for the job that i've told you so many days ago that i REALLY REALLY WISH that i can get to do it?? :( total hate!!!

and then out of blue there's this guy whom i'm not that close with, suddenly come and tell me that i'm fat! =.=" super pantang that word.. so what if i'm fat?? ada salah meh? somemore not that close.. being so direct somemore.. tell me honestly la.. girls, ppl call u fat, how would you feel?? self-esteem super low right???? being judged like that, as though you're comparing me with a super skinny model.. of course i'll lose la... mcb...

funny lor these kind of ppl.. funny anot?

now i'm not trying to blame anyone but i need to pour out my anger, at least in my blog.. and it's seriously not safe for me to gossip about anyone here anymore, cuz anyone can be backstabber.. you know la.. ppl's mouth.. cannot control one.. once tell a secret, next hour whole uni knows about it already and it's really annoying la..

the only person that i can trust is my mum and sis :(

wanted to go back badly but mum asked me to go back next week instead :(

nvm la.. next week will come very fast one right ^^

whatever la.. hope time passes by faster..

ohmigosh

2011-04-10T03:11:00.000-07:00

how long has it been? since the last time i actually blog?? ngek ngek ngek..

sorry for the absence!! life's been a roller coaster and i'm always very happy when friday arrives every week cuz that's the only day that i realise there's 2 days of rest days huhu.. but then, time really flies.. in mere seconds(literally), it's gonna be monday already!! :( this is sad.... nonetheless, the thought of going back home this week makes me happy!! haha :D it's been 2 weeks plus already and finally, i'm able to go back home.. wakaka :D

gonna have a 1 full week of holiday with loads of rest and loads of gossip girls' drama series!!! omg i love gg :D i can still remember the first time i heard of gossip girl was back in 2007 and i was like, whut?? gossip girl didn't really appeal much to me back then.. but!!! consider myself lucky or what, my dear friend gave me GG series all from season 1 till 4(up till episode 15 only though :( )and asked me to watch!! and i've never felt it's boring at all!! hahaha.. :D

ok.. i don't know what's the real point of me writing here anyway.. rambling and talking about random stuff bla bla bla.. anyway, i gtg soon.. :) see you and hopefully when i have the time, i'll come back and update more :D

bye everyone!

here i am

2011-03-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

well guess it's been a month since i last updated my blog? lol.. or more than 1 month? haha.. nothing to write about lah.. or you can say i'm lazy to update also.. both cases are true..

anyway, today marks the 3rd week of semester 2.. great thing about this semester is that finally, i see something that is related to chemistry.. my heart literally jumped when i see familiar facts and equations and chemical stuff hehe ^^ hopefully this sem i would be able to do better :)

japan's earthquake and tsunami is a camaderie.. this proves that we can't fight with the mother nature huh? of course la right?? who are you to fight with something that almighty?

with all these things going on with our world, i feel like the movie 2012 really is going to happen soon.. scary when i think about it.. but what the hell right.. life still goes on.. if it's seriously our time to go, then so be it..

but now, i'm just hoping that everything will be alright soon.. i'm hopeful for those people in japan.. hope they are strong enough to go through this shit.. and be positive about life..

and i got sick today.. without realising it.. wtf.. i have sore eyes.. and i think it's because of the shampoo i was using yesterday.. it got into my eyes and i remember i only close my eyes without washing it away.. pain but bearable.. turns out, after finish showering, i saw myself in the mirror, my right eye is red.. thought it would go away in the morning.. but wtf.. this morning woke up with a pain in my right eye when i tried to open my eyes.. wtf max... it's a motherfucking sore eyes.. @.@

but i guess wearing specs would be enough and won't spread to other ppl, i hope? T.T seriously hope that i will get better tmr ^^

okay.. i guess that concludes my blog post today.. :) will blog again when i have some other interesting stories to blog about.. till then :) see you..

well yellow! ^^

2011-02-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

finals over!! cny's coming! oh my.. my mood is so lifted ^^

it's been raining non stop since 2 days ago and frankly, it kinda spoil my mood a little bit cuz as cny approaches, the weather is going to be hot as hell.. but this year's different.. oh well.. weather has changed.. 2012 is coming?? lol.. nonsense la...

anyways, let me tell u guys something...

i'm just so glad january's over!!!

seriously, it's been a hell month!! why?

here's why.. january is a month whereby we have LOADS (yes, i seriously mean it by putting caps) of events..

one, it's the race to the grill event.. i dislike the event.. cuz i didn't get to enjoy the fun and merely have to pay rm10 to get loads of freebies.. sooooo unfair! :(

two, it's the engineering fair.. it was on the 18th and 19th and to be frank, the two weeks before the date were the most stressful week of my life.. everyone's busy with their project, building and testing and ready to be displayed during the crap event.. whereas mine, oh well.. my project involves simulating the building and do all the sun study whatever using a software.. i'm not really a computer geek so my group members were in charge of drawing the building using the software.. i guess i was only busy taking pictures of everyone to document their progress..

to be honest, i was insulted very very much when people ask me "why is it that everytime when i see you, i feel like you've nothing better to do?" wtf max la.. taking pictures is not a job meh?? =.=" i feel super insulted man..

and with the project report to write right after the engineering fair really killed all of us.. but we still survived anyway.. :D

three, finals... oh yeah man.. engineering fair officially ended on wednesday and we were busy doing report on thursday cuz the deadline was on friday morning.. right after submitted the report, immediately i feel the tension.. finals.. freaking 2 and half day to study for finals.. seriously, i crammed everything in a single night for the paper that we were going to sit for the next day.. and btw, we had like 3 consecutive days without any breaks k.. so imagine the moment of freedom when we submitted our answer sheet on the last day :D i was elated!!! exhilarated!! :D

four, broga hills and shopping time... hiking sucks.. definitely not my thing.. seriously, i never expect the hill to be that steep.. and for beginner like myself, it seriously almost killed me.. i almost fainted cuz i can feel my whole face was so freaking red and my body was turning weaker as i climbed higher.. NO JOKE!!!! my leg was so weak i can barely move T.T but thank god i managed to reach the first peak.. the scenery was awesome :) but, going downhill is the worst part... scary as hell.. i survived anyway :)

right after hiking, we went back to hostel to bathe and have lunch.. and off we went to shopping!!! imagine my legs are already weak from the hiking and yet i still have the energy to go shopping for like, 5 hours straight?!! hahahaa... i'm so proud of myself man.. this obviously shows that the girls are superbly awesome :D hiking and shopping on the same day :D hohoho

but the after effect????? SORE LEGS!! MAHAI.. DAMN PAIN...

wanna walk down the stairs also need to walk like a hemoni.. you know like how a granny walks down the stairs? both hands hold the banister, one leg goes down on the platform first, followed by the other leg.. walking down the stairs step by step.. can u imagine??? a real granny style.. seriously man.. it was a painful experience.. but worth it la :D

so yeah.. the next day, off i go back home :D happy to be back home :)

and FUCK THOSE PEOPLE WHO KEEP REMIND ME ABOUT WORK.. IT'S A MOTHER FUCKING HOLIDAY SO JUST ENJOY...

ahem.. yeah.. fuck you :D shut up..

happy chinese new year people!! it's time to enjoy ourselves :)

taylor swift is pretty as an angel

2011-01-21T23:42:00.000-08:00

studying and listening to her songs at the same time. bliss!! :D

i can't wait for next week! shopping and finally, go back home! :D been missing my family like crazy! :)

life is awesome so far! :) just wishing everything will turn out okay :D

never put high expectation on yourselves cuz in the end, you might not get what you want so yeah.. live life happily and optimistically! :D

see u, PD-ians.. :D miss ya guys very very much! :)

bu ming bai

2011-01-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

wo zhen de hen bu ming bai.. wei shen me zhe si jie shang you na me duo jia de ren a? jiang shi wo de peng you, ke shi wei shen me wo bu jue de ta men dang wo shi ta men de peng you ne?

whoooosshhhh~

2010-12-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

yeap. that's the sound of time passes by... damn... so busy lately that i got lost track of time.. evidence? i forgot to return the books that i borrowed from the library on the due date and got fined. FML.. and that was like on 30th november.. now only i know i kena fined.. super kelian la.. i feel like i'm staying out of planet earth like that.. =.=

tmr i'm having a test... dont know why.. i feel so tired after washing my clothes.. never thought that the baju that i need to wash is like..... MOUNTAIN!!! FML.. super long time didn't do laundry d.. T.T and yet it felt like it was just yesterday i just did laundry.. FML..

and my brain also ikut tired.. FML..

eh what la... cannot blame me lazy also.. damn tired u know.. so many things to do.. somemore got so many deadlines i'm so dead la.. FML... T3T

despite all the negative things, i feel happy.. haha. sort of.. except for some ppl who pissed me off until they kencing on their pants la wtf.. damn guai lan la some ppl.. i'm seriously trying to control my temper as good as i can.. not to burst out unnecessarily la.. budden some ppl's attitute memang like want me to give them a tight slap on their faces. already showed my temper to certain ppl who deserved it.. damn you.. guai lan dao si..

okla.. gtg study now.. force myself then gotta sleep lor.. tired man.. it's been a great long day T.T

bye!!

T.T

2010-11-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

damn miss you..

i'm missing you like crazy..

it's been almost a year since the last time i saw your face.. T.T

when will i be able to see you again? T.T

it's hard to believe that, i used not to like you that much..

but as time went by, my heart grew fonder for you..

and it lasted up to now..

how amazing at how this feels like.. :')

chemistry.. i love you..

and i hope you would bless me and help me to become a chemical engineer soon :)

and help me to make me grow fonder with physics related subjects too :D

thank you, chemistry.. you're my best man ever existed in my life... <3

hope to be able to study you again soon!!!!! :D

talk crap no 1

2010-11-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

i really want to kill myself for writing that in my SET committee application form man... damn regret..

but think about it, it means i'm really different as compared to the others who applied right?? right?? right???? :(

i guess i was being quite informal and giving a pretty bad impression to the seniors.. gah!

and seriously, i felt my face was really red during the interview!! WAH!!!! @.@ damn embarrassing!!

but anyway, i got myself landed as a probationary committee haha!! damn unexpected!! super funny man.. keep laughing at myself..

lol.. gotta work my arse off or else, i'm gonna screw myself up and humiliate myself again... >.<

today we had our math test and goddamnit.. damn tough la.. never expect it to be so difficult XD sigh~

somehow i felt a little relieved after sitting for this math test.. but there's 2 more tests to come!!! oh snap!!!!

wish me all the best ya, peeps!! thanks!!

life is full of surprises

2010-11-15T10:06:00.000-08:00

not all surprises are good though.. i feel like my life nowadays is like, kind of drama LOL.. so many things going on, some things are considered really silly, some are really funny, some are just unmentionable. people can be crappy but oh well, this is life, aite?

i'm not going back to hometown till the following week after next T.T gonna stay here for test purpose.. sigh~

who said that uni life's gonna be fun huh? I DON'T THINK IT'S FUN AT ALL, OK!!!

god damn you..

time passes by like so damn freaking fast la.. sometimes i just feel like i need to have a time machine so that i can pause whenever i feel like pausing and fast forward whenever i feel like skipping.. lol.. fast forward ain't gonna be fun huh? who wants to see the unforeseen future which may be pretty unpleasing to know?

it's 2am now and i am supposed to hit the sack already but i was really just tempting to blog lol.. it's not like i will always have the chance to sit down and relax and blog, you know?? zzzzz....

wah.. was really hoping that i'll be able to watch WGM season 2 soon leh.. been downloading so many kinds of players but still can't play the ass files.. not ARSE a.. it's seriously ass.. zzz... please help, any tech geeks here....?

anyway gtg now.. it's just a short update and i don't feel like elaborating things that i don't feel like elaborating la.. ya la. i don't want loh soh d la.. bye!

i need sort of... help?

2010-11-05T11:03:00.000-07:00

like seriously man.. i feel like i'm whole lot different when i'm at home and on campus. WHOLE different.

maybe it's because i couldn't still adapt to.. new environment? or maybe i couldn't be able to adjust to live by myself? omg what do you expect? i've been living with my family since i was young and never left home for more than like a week?

to be honest, to stay away from home is difficult. gotta take good care of ownself, and then have to think about what to eat for dinner, so on so forth. basically everything is about YOUR OWN, when it comes to leaving home. depressed, i shall say?

some of you may have notice from my fb status, and yes, correct. i am unhappy to study there. it's only week 5 and i feel like i've been studying there forever. it was HELL there, everyone wasn't really that nice and i think i couldn't trust them at all. they're super sensitive as fragile glass and would probably kill me if i went overboard. thus, i'm trying too hard to refrain myself from joking or even talking to certain ppl with seriously fragile heart.

i am not myself there. i am depressed. i feel suffocated when i'm there. i am so sick of everything when i was there.

probably i didn't think of the consequences that may arise after uttering my angst and depression through fb.. now, everyone will know me as a person who is cuckoo or probably some of them would think i am totally insane. desperately need help, i guess??

and i always look forward to come back home only. seriously man.

my mum told me i should go for the counselling session.. meeting the psychologist there. cuz she thinks i need help. yeah. me thinks so too.. >.<

will try to go there.. asap.. if not, guess everything's gonna turn out worst.. and probably affect my concentration on studies. T.T

i am so sad.. i wasn't like this when i was in high school.. living in city isn't as fun as i thought it would be.. T.T

FML moments.

2010-10-29T14:48:00.000-07:00

it's 5.33am and they've just started spraying the mosquito repellant FML and F everyone's L..

woke up with a huge nasty stomach ache and today is my first encounter with our special guest of our apartment, the stupid rat. FML kao kao la.. why rats are so smart one? opps. did i just call the rat, stupid?? LOL.. FYL, you stupid rat!!!

fucking irritating la. already cemented the mother fucking hole and this guy still can figure out how to enter our apartment through another smaller hole.. it's still early in the morning, not gonna investigate the location of the smaller hole yet.. scared also la!!! :(

it's already week 4 of studying here in this uni. and i am already in storming stage. FML.

so called friends can be so fucking selfish, they wouldn't bother much about you, UNLESS they would have gain some advantage by helping you.. fucking FML la.. why ppl are so fake one?

at times i really felt like blasting out my temper and tell everyone about how sucked up everyone is, but... sigh~ i guess i gotta just.. endure? what could have happened if i tell them? guess it's not gonna turn out good anyway, huh?

i'm staying here in subang for the weekend.. having a test next week. i mean, tests!! yes, plural.. FML..

i guess i've already irritate some ppl in this uni. particularly those who can't take even the tiniest joke on earth. simply bcuz they don't have some sense of humour in them.. they only have a kind of feelings.. and that feeling is called sensitivity.. fucking more sensitive than girls la!!! beh tahan betul... =.=""""

you know that girls become mature faster than boys right? imagine here is like, almost all the guys are younger than me so.... SIGH BIG TIME... have to entertain small kids and console them when they get angry FML..

this is what i hate about younger guys.. TOO SENSITIVE.. total turn off...

and i miss my nichkhun.. seriously before i go to bed, i would think of him.. but not every single night la.. sometimes my head is filled with nonsense till nichkhun is pushed far back into my brain LOL..

i would bet that if my form 6 teachers read this, they would feel happy... you know what i wanna say? :) i miss you guys.. at times when the lecturer is teaching in front, i would imagine my teachers are teaching instead... i don't know.. i just feel like i miss my form 6 life.. everything seems so fake here, i don't know who to trust..

yes, i know.. i may look happy to you but you don't know how lonely i felt inside. tragic..~

guess all i gotta do now is, ENDURE~ FML at the moment. :'(

back alive

2010-10-07T00:20:00.000-07:00

duh what am i talking about? i mean, i'm at university already and hell loads of experiences i've gained in mere 4 days??!!!

hahahaa.. experiences as in... i met new friends but unfortunately, all of them are girls.. non of the boys dare to talked to me.. cuz i think i look pretty creepy to some of them..

why do i say this? ok.. you see, yday we had this orientation for the SET club.. played games and so forth.. so i was in this group which consists of 9 ppl.. and only 2 are girls, which includes me.. so we were playing this game.. called untangling yourself which i guess, they're testing whether you're able to unbind yourself from your members.. so.. i offered one guy in front of me to held my hand.. and he freaking saw it but chose another hand to grab.. FML..

shy guys???? OMG.. LIKE SERIOUSLY.. i hate shy guys.. what the hell is wrong with you? is it that hard for you to be friendly towards your member?? swt dao..

anyways, today we had our first class.. fluid mechanics.. very interesting and i hope that i'll think the same way as time progresses... *crossing fingers*

now we were supposed to go to the hall for the "team building" activity.. but guess what? now we're in iMac room.. like WTF la!!! hahahahaha.. so damn chun.. this is my first time of using an iMac... super duper cool.. ^^

it's already 3.18pm and.. i'm updating my blog... LOL.. lame..

tmr i'm going back!!! yay!! can't wait LOL.. not to say that i'm homesick whatsoever though.. it's just that i can't wait to go back to bring in more stuff from home LOL.....

can't wait for tmr... my PD friends, pls go yamcha with me when i come back this weekend k... bye!!!!

hello!!!

2010-09-30T23:14:00.000-07:00

since like when, how many donkey years ago since the last time i signed into this blogger account and to make an effort to update my pitiful blog??? gosh..

it's been awhile guys.. awhile as in.. many things had happened.. life has been full of weal and woes.. this is life, anyway.. we gotta learn how to move on and life happily.. right?

lol.. what am i talking about?.. ok anyways... for your information, i'll be leaving to subang for my studies tmr.. like omg.. how fast time flies eh?? well, to be honest, i had sleepless nights these few days.. why, you wonder? i was just... very nervous!! you know, about leaving home and you gotta live independently... kinda terrifying you know?? no doubt at first it was exciting.. i mean, from PD to subang, such a cool place to stay right??? HAHAHAH... oh no.. you'll never know..

so all i gotta tell myself all the time is, the purpose of me going there is to concentrate on my studies and to fare in my course!!! well, with certain exceptions.. maybe someday i need a break outta some exam pressure or something like that, i might sneak out and enjoy the city life??? lol.. mum, i hope you're not reading this..

looking forward to be there, but at the same time, i feel kinda sad to leave home.... =( i know it's not gonna be like, leaving forever to get married whatsoever, but still... sigh.. u know what i mean right?

anyway, gotta pack some stuff.. yeap.. still undone.. pretty much i'm bringing my entire property with me.. gtg.. anyway... bye!!

lets talk crap....

2010-08-16T12:25:00.000-07:00

ok let me tell you this.. never ever drink tea or coffee hours before you hit the sack.. goddamnit..

you know why??? i bought this green tea from the local supermarket about few weeks ago and immediately i took one sachet and tried it.. my my.. it tasted really funny.. so damn bitter despite the fact that it's written "added honey" =.="

i guess i don't wanna waste them and left it for thousand years and nobody would ever take one, so today, or in actual fact, about 10pm, i freaking drank it.. dang.. and now i can't sleep... @.@ *wide eye*

anyway, as i was tossing myself on the bed, my mind was wandering about, thinking what should i do to make me sleepy?? should i read the novel again???? by the way, i was reading "message in a bottle" and it was really good... well, *spoiler* i seriously hope the guy won't die but in the end.. he died.. tragic... damn sad..... i hate the ending but anyway.... guess it's fine if i reread it again though...

okay now i don't know what else to write already...

i was thinking of doing vlog instead of blog in the future though.. vlog as in... talking to yourself in front of your computer but actually intending to talk to you.. gah.. u know what i mean.. but i guess not so soon though.. will upload one once i have the desire and inspiration to do one..

i heard a song entitled love by hebe this morning... it's a chinese song though.. even though the song's kinda funny, but i think the lyrics are really meaningful.. it goes like, i love you, you love her, she loves him, he loves her and the list goes on.. what's the use if you know your love is just one sided? so why not try to love yourself? it's true though.. like, some ppl can really go crazy once got dumped by a jerk, claiming "oh i'm not gonna be able to live without you, honey!!" like, fucking nonsense.. it doesn't make any sense at all!!!! no matter what happens, life still goes on right??? so why waste your time to love someone that doesn't even love you back??!! crazy..

quote from my blog link.. "joannalovesherself"... i admit that sometimes i don't like certain parts of myself, i mean who does? everyone has their own flaws and everyone's imperfect and that makes everyone perfect in their own unique ways.. so why should i hate myself over such little things? cuz i believe that if you love yourself, you can actually attract more ppl to you ;) cuz you love yourself literally translates to being confident with what you are...

so i guess it's really important for one to love themselves as what they are.. even when you're looking for partners, they should accept just the way you are.. and not asking you to change for what you're not!!! if they pester you to change, then... well, i guess you can understand that maybe he's not the right one for you..

people may hate me... i mean, seriously.. back in high school, there were many ppl who hated me.. including my own classmates.. for what reason?? i'm not really sure.. from the rumours i heard from my friends, they hated me cuz i'm being snobbish (wtf).. some hated me cuz i'm acting smart (wtf max) and so much more to list.. sighh~~.. at that time, when i heard about the rumours, seriously, i was broken hearted..i mean, what did i do to deserve this kind of treatment from these kind of ppl?? i've never ever talked to them and they don't even know me and yet they judged me as a very negative person..

oh well.. what can i say? i can't stop the rumours cuz how can you stop ppl from talking??? it's their mouths!! not yours to control.. so the most appropriate thing to do is to just shut everything off.. cuz ears belong to u and you can filter all the bad things off...

thus, to some of my friends that are facing similar problems as mine, take this piece of advice..be strong.. and stay positive.. god only helps ppl who help themselves.. i ain't aunt agony but this is what i can do to help you a little..

stay confidante cuz that's what makes you special... you'll always be special to me.. each and everyone of you ;)

good night...

hows things?

2010-08-09T21:40:00.000-07:00

ello!!! i can't believe it's been a month since i last wrote something here... oh well.. been busy lately.. even if i have the time to come online, i barely have anything to update here... been leading a boring life these days...

i dont know exactly what to write here so i'm gonna be random ok?

for some of my friends, they might already know that i bought a blue contacts and it's really awesome.. not only it brightens up your eye, it gives your pupil colour!! lol.. and yeap! i'm selling contact lenses now too... not really selling though.. i'm helping someone to promote the contact lenses.. seriously cheap and most importantly, authentic!!! interested?? well, you can see the sample from my facebook "randomness" pictures.. do contact me if you're interested k!!!! beauty must be shared =)

what i seriously hope now is i'm able to make new friends when i go study this coming october.. saw really cute guys there.. not malaysian boys though.. most of the foreigners are seriously handsome!! tall and has really nice looks.. omg.. why malaysian chinese boys cannot have those looks leh.... sigh~~

weird lor.. and lately, some of my friends are kinda giving me cold shoulders.. and ask me not to put high expectations when i'm going to study there.. wtf.. since when i put high expectations oo? i'm just saying there got many cute guys and the staff there are very stylish and even aunties are up to date.. how does that make me sound like i'm putting high expectations lor??? swt.....

and for your information, i'm not just sitting at home, shaking my legs and watching tv only ok... i'm working and studying at the same time too.. don't simply put any assumptions that i'm so free till got nothing better to do ok.. wth..

anyway, i met a new friend who's gonna study there also.. very cute girl.. and smart hahaha.. hope to know more friends like she is.. hahah..

ok gtg..bye

special dedication

2010-07-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

to my classmates who are leaving tomorrow, all the best to you guys!!! may god will always bless you in everything and everything goes smooth sailing once you enter Uni!!

yes, of course i'm sad... you know, being left out and all alone in PD while you guys are slowly leaving me one by one.. sigh~

well, i don't know when we will be able to see each other again.. probably the probability is very less cuz everyone's studying in different Unis and every Unis have different holidays so... yeah.. hopefully if we're lucky enough, all of us will have the same holiday and we'll be able to contact each other again..

i know it sounds pretty silly to be emo now cuz... well since all of us has a facebook right? we shall contact each other more often through facebook then..

remember to jot down every single happenings about your new Uni as your facebook status to keep me updated =)

have a safe journey tomorrow morning.. take good care of yourself and make more friends so that we can introduce to each other hahaha!!! XD just kidding.. if you're kind enough to introduce to me a cute guy, well why not!!!! do intro to me!! =)

ok see you guys soon ok!!! take care~ sayonara.. and byebye!

communication barrier?

2010-06-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

sometimes it's just hard to convey what you want to say or tell to somebody that doesn't understand what you're talking about. and worse, he/she might argue with you with what he/she thinks is RIGHT when the stuff that i was telling is about something else. well, if my explanation makes any sense. i hope you got what i meant. if you don't, forget it..

anyway, my course starts in october and yeah. i've plenty of time to kill.. like 9 months holidays? nah~ not really.. i'm going for a short course to improve my english further.. and to speak fluently without the manglish slang. gonna be tough i guess? well, i'm gonna work very very hard! >.<

wish me luck, babes! sigh~

delayed

2010-06-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

oh my god.. how long have i abandoned the blogosphere? i couldn't tell.. i can't remember..

anyway, i was planning to update my previous post with pictures but very unfortunately, only a picture is successfully uplaoded.. damn wtf max.. i was waiting for more than an hour for only 5 pictures to be uploaded.. connection problem? probably..

i've been busy with my uni application and so forth hence i don't have the time to update my blog. this would be a very short post as.. well.. i'm still busy wtf... technically...

anyway.. stay tuned and keep coming back and visiting my blog so that my blog hits big and then... i'm gonna bring you guys go makan makan ^^ serious weh!!! if you really sincere in helping me lar.. if not sincere then buzz off.. bye!

okay gtg now.. i dont know what else to write here already.. btw now i'm listening to kara's songs WOW! damn nice =)))

Genting June 2010

2010-06-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

UPDATE!! WITH A PICTURE!! wtf...

okays!! so here i am.. gonna blog about our trip to genting with my classmates...

ok so basically we start our journey early in the morning so that we could reach our destination on time.. oh well.. not really on time though.. genting was pretty congested as... well, as you all know we went on school holidays so no doubt there will be a lot of people... oh well...

we reached there around 1pm.. checked in into the hotel and chill and stuff.. by the time we went down to the themepark it was already 2.30?? time flies like crazy.. i was so worried we couldn't play any games!!!

we managed to enter the themepark and oh well.. as expected.. there's sea of people, waiting for their turns.. for every single game..!!!! and the weather was pretty warm.. seriously, that was the first time i felt warm in genting!! has the climate changed so drastically?? 0_0 creepy...

anyway.. despite the warm weather and the crowds, we managed to play 5 games in total.. we played the swing, we played cyclone, cockscrew, sg rejang splash boat and last but not least, the tea cup.. i believe that is the most enjoyable game for kevin.. =.= hahaha... yeah.. 5 games outta 20++ games can you imagine?? yeah like seriously, for one game, we have to like, wait for 1-2 hours for our turn..

i snapped so many freaking pictures whilst waiting for our turn and i am so pissed i couldn't upload any of them >:( what the hell is wrong anyway?! sigh~~~

maybe i'll try to make the pictures into a video and post it as a video in facebook?! hahaha...

okay.. lets get back to my story, ey?

by the time we finished playing the tea cup, it was already 7pm plus.. thus we headed back to our room and get change.. yeah.. we slept in the same room but no dirty minds kay.. nothing happened..

but seriously i was feeling so bloody awkward sleeping in the same room with GUYS!!?! =.=" i don't know about the boys but i was very very awkward...

anyway, so once we got dressed up for the night, we planned to get down and sing k and eat dinner at the same time.. but unfortunately, dinner time has passed and if we were to enter, we have to pay like rm59++ for each person.. too much?? i don't know.. personally i don't mind.. as long as we have fun.. but well, rm59++ sounds kinda too much for a single k session, ey? so in the end we didn't get to sing k.. =( was pretty sad though..

then seng chuan suggested we go to safari... i was thinking.. huh?? safari??? go see animals? first world indoor has a safari full with animals??? wow i didn't know that! since when genting has an indoor safari eh? hahaha..

i got panicked for no reason LOL.. safari is actually a disco club..i was pretty excited to enter though.. but... aiyah~.ada satu orang tak berani masuk....... really za dao.. in the end everyone decided to go somewhere else... so i got sad again... =(

in the end, we headed to fast food restaurant for dinner.. (SIGH) damn sad....

seriously i got so emo i don't have any appetite to eat anything already..

after dinner we headed to arcade.. and the boys are playing pretty happily whereas the girls.. hahahaha.... we were bored LOL...

but i enjoyed playing kid's games though.. hahaha... i actually fought playing the "cooking mama" with a girl HAHAHAHA... i scolded that girl cuz she wanted to cut Q. cheating right? i know it's for kids but still... i was there waiting for my turn for quite some minutes already.. give me a break, aite??? DUH!

so after arcade we called it a night already WTF..

and I COULDN'T SLEEP...

i don't know why.. my eyes were so freaking heavy and tired but my body just wouldn't shut down! and worse, i was having stomach ache so that caused me to stay awake the whole night.. oh wait.. i think i slept for 30 minutes or so.. or less? i don't know..

since i couldn't do anything in the room, i decided to go downstairs to go for a morning walk.. freshen up my body a lil bit.. yeah alone.. i very brave shut up.. don't start to frighten me...

then suddenly grace called me and said she's coming down also.. SWT! i was seriously touched cuz she was tired and yet she wanted to accompany me for a walk.. oh well... without her, i think i'll be wondering aimlessly around the first world plaza and ppl might think i'm crazy.. lol...

after morning walk we went back to our room and the boys were still on the bed.. called them up for breakfast (it was 7am or so) except for kevin cuz...well he has his own reasons..

but in the end we waited for him to wake up so that we could have breakfast together with seng chuan's dad..

the chinese dim sum restaurant was so crowded that we have to wait for like, 20 minutes for each dish to arrive.. =.=" our stomach capacity is filled with air instead of food LOL..

anyway, seng chuan's dad if you're reading this, thanks again for treating us the meal.. i feel so touched for everything...!! =)))

by the time we finished eating our breakfast, it was already 10am++ almost 11am.. no time to go sing k and go play flying coaster already... sad... the boys wanted to go to arcade to play so we accompany them..

after playing and stuff, it's time to check out and off we go back home!!! =))))

it was a long journey home though... i wish we could have done more but.. anyway i'm glad i went with them... who knows? it could be the last time we can go holiday with each other... emo..

anyway, wish my fellow classmates all the best in the future undertakings and hope to see you guys soon!

pictures are to be uploaded once my internet connection is better.. hopefully....

this is so annoying!!

2010-06-13T14:06:00.000-07:00

i've been trying to upload pictures since like forever and i didn't get to upload not even a picture in both facebook and blogger!!! may i know what is wrong??? should i blame streamyx or what?

grrrr~ so pissed off.. at first i was thinking maybe the size of the pictures are too big thus i actually took the trouble to resize the pictures and yet it doesn't work too!!! oh mi gosh~ piss.... pfft...

i don't know whether i wanna upload the pictures again in the future.. just hoping that everything is back to normal again and i can upload pictures smoothly without going through so much hassle again... =.=

it's 5am already and i'm still awake... i deserve a smack on my butt... gotta hit the bed now.. bye!

jumbled up

2010-05-30T11:16:00.000-07:00

i have nothing specific to blog today.. so therefore the title is called jumbled up..

it's gonna be so random i'm just gonna type the shit outta my brain, kays?

i tried and still trying to download the latest xiah's album since just now and nothing works.. shitty..

okay so i was having kind of a bad day today. woke up feeling groggy cuz yesterday i didn't have enough sleep..

as some of you know, i'd posted this in fb.. i'm planning a genting trip for my classmates as... you know, it's technically a last gathering for us.. this year, maybe.. well, we might not be able to see each other that often anymore cuz everyone's going to different unis and stuff (and i'm stuck here at pd for godknowstillwhen) ..

and guess what???? =) *fake smile*

everyone ignored me.. FUCKINGLY IGNORED ME...

fine.. not everyone.. there's 3 of them who loyally and happily said they'll follow my plan.. despite the fact that it's not a well prepared plan as not many ppl are helping and being cooperative with me..

so.. including myself who are going.. it's only 4.. freaking FOUR.. FOUR!! EMPAT!! =.= """""

SIGH~ sorry to be blunt... but i am so freaking disappointed..

anyhow, even tho there's only 4 of us, the plan is STILL ON..

and if there's any gathering next time, organised by ANY of you, i'd happily say..

I DON'T WANNA GO...

unless you're going to sponsor me an expensive trip.. then i'll tag along..

okay? deal.. ok thanks..

okay that's all about my distress about the plan.. lets talk about something else..

oh ya... the novel "the story of edgar sawtelle" SUCKS!!! i don't have the slightest idea how oprah define the novel as "EXCELLENT AND WELL-WRITTEN NOVEL EVER... " the beginning of the story was okay.. but the ending sucked balls.......... waste of my money and my time!!! =.=""" greatest disappointment ever! i've never read such shitty novel in my life...

now reading "the memory keeper's daughter" and i really hope it's good man.. if not, i'd seriously burn the book to ashes... no wait... that will cause my money to burn too.. so i'll freaking sell it away!!!!!

well, basically there's nothing happy to blog about today... everything got so fucked up and they just get on my nerve... grrrrr~

and i still cannot download the album!!! WTF!!!! wtf is wrong..... damn it.....

grumpy.. bye!

think before you act

2010-05-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

WARNING : 18SX...

but nothing much about 18SX.. you can continue reading even if you're not >18

i wasn't planning to blog today but then, i stumbled across this video in youtube.. and it's about abortion..

click to watch.. click twice to open another tab to watch.. i know it sucks to watch tru my blog cuz my blog width isn't wide enough LOL..

okay.. anyway.. back to my point.. what causes this girl to go for abortion? the answer is simple..

IT'S CAUSED FROM A FREAKING SPERM FROM A USELESS MAN..

who refused to be responsible over the foetus that's growing inside the girl's tummy..

i know, the girl may be too young.. she doesn't wanna get herself into trouble with her family, bla bla bla so many excuses... but why??? didn't they consider about the consequences that may arise after having the "fun" that merely last for minutes?? consequence ----->>> PREGNANT!

OMG SERIOUSLY.. didn't they have sex education in school?? about the usage of condoms, for goodness sake?? OMG... it's either they are just plain retarded or they don't own a tv at home.. pathetic..

the baby is so innocent.. hasn't got the chance to see the world.. and you've killed the baby..

YOU KILLED ANOTHER LIFE!!!

i dont' know why i'm writing this.. i know it's none of my business if any of you get pregnant and you wanna abort it.. fine.. it's your choice but i'm gonna tell ya this.. girls, i'm not cursing you or anything but i read from an article (seventeen magazine) about abortion before, it says you're so gonna be haunted about this merciless act that you committed.. and you will experience 100% pain after the abortion.. you also might not be able to get pregnant in the future anymore if the doctor isn't performing a clean surgery or accidentally scratch your uterus lining or something.. sounds serious huh??

wanna have fun?? there's no one to stop you from having fun.. but please do use condom.. it won't burn a hole in your pocket or anything right??? or at least, eat contraceptive pills.. have plans.. instead of just letting your lust controlling and ta da.. YOU'RE PREGNANT! DUH~

and to all the guys who make girls pregnant and run away, FUCK YOU.. go die.. you deserve to have your dick chopped off and be sida-sida for the maharaja china..

cut your balls off and make you impotent for the rest of your life..

i hate it when i see some movies about teenage sex and the girl got pregnant and she told the bf.. and can you guess what the jerk said to her?? "are you sure it's mine??!!" WTF!!!! WTF MAX...

your freaking penis penetrated her vahjayjay and now you're doubting whether the baby is yours??? FUCK YOU MAN... I'M SO GONNA CUT YOUR BALLS OFF....!!

see??? most of the guys are never responsible.. maybe because they are scared of everything.. but why never feel scared about this when you're having fun??? LOSERS...

all they did was just ask the girl to go and abort the baby and that's it.. and then they're off to find another girl.. WTF!! >=/ i am actually frowning right now you don't wanna piss me off..

ok.. so the moral of the story today is.. use a FREAKING PROTECTION.. condoms, pills, you name it just google it.. and say NO to abortion.. you're killing yourself.. seriously.. i am dead serious..

project alpha season 2

2010-05-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

for those who don't know about project alpha (well i bet most of you DON'T), it's actually.. something like a reality tv show la... except that you can watch it from the internet for free.. and the best thing is, project alpha releases new episodes every single day and once you get hooked to project alpha, you'll literally wait till the clock strikes 12am just to watch the new episode.. haha.. well, that's just me lah..

project alpha is all about famous bloggers in malaysia.. well, if one day you guys could make me famous, i might appear there so.... keep reading my blog and recommend my blog to the others!! =)

and what i like about this project alpha is that.. the clips aren't too long and it's just nice enough.. approximately 4-8 minutes per episode.. won't make your ass burn for sitting on the chair too long! or your eyes strain!

i'm currently watching episode 28 already..

with KY, Shaolintiger, Kimberlycun, Cheesie and Jojo

here goes... click if you wanna watch..

if you find yourselves confused with what they are talking about, well, you can start from episode 1 if you wanna..

or if you want me to recommend which blogger has the best and worth watching clips, click this

she's my all time favourite blogger, Cheeserland.. click this link you wanna see pictures of her being all cutesy and read her bimbotic blog LOL..

well, have a great time watching and... hope you guys have a great week ahead! =))

thomas cup 2010

2010-05-14T13:44:00.000-07:00

hi there.. it's 4.45am and i'm bored..

noooooo~ it's not that i'm still awake.. i slept at around 12am and woke up automatically at 3am.. i dont know why!!! i felt like i've been sleeping alot but when i wake up i was wondering why the sky is still so dark...? duh.. it's 3 in the morning, hello Joan Na?

anyway... watched the badminton match today and to be honest, too many Malaysians are placing too high expectations on our players.. screaming and yelling and booing omg... what kind of behaviour? obviously malaysians don't know how to show proper manner while being broadcasted LIVE on tv..

pity chong wei... i could see from his expressions whilst playing and he looked like he's giving up!!!! he doesn't feel like winning anymore and i could feel he's sooooooooooooo tensed!!! omg.. pity him.. stupid malaysians giving so much pressure for what? and WORSE!! some ppl just like to bash him and said "come on la!!! own land why cannot win??!!" and then i taruh back the ppl and said " you can win anot?? since you so good you play with lindan la! know how to talk cock only.."

come on.. in a match there's surely win and lose.. you don't expect chong wei to win EVERY SINGLE MATCH right? come on la..

and for the doubles to lose? it's very very unexpected...... malaysia's team ranking no ONE against china's team ranking no EIGHT!!! ALSO CAN LOSE.......... watched till so kan cheong i hugged a pillow and then....... i threw my pillow to the floor out of anger just now.. cuz they lost already.... no more mood to watch d.. sighhh~~

anyway, they should have the competition anywhere else BUT MALAYSIA.. malaysia's spectators are just pure stupid.. screaming their head off like stupid ppl do...

anyway.......... LEE CHONG WEI YOU'VE DONE YOUR BEST!! DON'T CRY K..

i hope he reads my blog T.T

LINDAN YOU SUCK! I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW TO READ ENGLISH..! but i like your six pacs BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!!! YOU SUCK!!! SUCK!!! ARROGANT SHIT.....!!

CHINA SUCKS!!! #boycott china products

when depression kicks in

2010-05-13T02:55:00.000-07:00

i'm having cramps since the time i woke up. and to make things worse, i received the call that i had anticipated so much.. >.<

it's a call from the Monash University. yes i've applied to that university and i was hoping that i can enrol into that uni. well, i think you can guess what happened next right?

yeap.. that's right.. bad news... well, technically.. i got accepted but with certain conditions. that is, i must sit for the ielts test and submit the results before this 27th may.. sounds crazy?? it is to me..

i was so shocked i didn't know what to do. i told the officer that i honestly didn't prepare anything for the ielts test as i thought the gce-o paper would do enough.

they did state in the website saying that the english requirement is accepted if gce-o 1119 paper is above 5C and completed diploma/matriculation/etc... i got an A2 for 1119 and tell me why it isn't accepted?

guess what she said? simply because i was a stpm student, the gce-o is immediately become unrecognized.. wow.. i nearly cried when i heard she said that. i told her i didn't prepare anything at all so what should i do?? and why is it unrecognized??

and she freaking said once you're a stpm student, the language used is no longer english and bm is mainly used in lessons.. i was like, hello? only during Pengajian Am lesson we use bm.. the rest of the subjects are conducted 100% in english and even the teachers taught in english. and she freaking disappointed me again by saying, no.. sorry.. it is not accepted..

so what she's trying to say is... it's either i sit for the ielts test before this 27th may (which is highly impossible) or just reject the offer..

so what now??? that is what i'm trying to figure out since this morning..

was so tensed up and depressed i don't even know what i'm looking at and understand what is happening around me right now.. yeah dramatic.. but i'm telling you the truth.. my brain is cramped with what ifs.. what if i seriously didn't get to enrol? what if i did go for ielts lesson earlier this year? my days would have changed.. instead of worrying about it right now..

damn it.. so i don't know what else to do already... great..

was having a heated argument with my mum over this uni application few days ago and now i just don't wanna talk to her at the moment. not in a good mood especially right now..

i have no where else to confide in except for my bloggie =( tell me what to do =(

outing with friends

2010-05-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

before i forgot about things that happened today, i guess that i'd better be jotting them down before i go to sleep..

slept at 12.30am last night and woke up by the slightest sound of the stupid cats (presumely) at freaking 3am.. yes.. i only had 2 and half hour of sleep.. how cool is that? ;)

so i stayed awake till the time when i was suppose to go to meet up with cy.. well... nothing much to elaborate from there.. it's just a journey, 6 of us in the car on the way to the ktm station..

i was happy to see my classmates again.. haha.. oh well.. laughters and more laughters..

went to time square to watch some movie and...... Iron Man 2 sucks big time.. no offence to all the fans of iron man.. i just hate there isn't much action and LOADS OF CRAPS and dialogues in the movie.. waste of time.. and my money.. sorry.. just isn't my cup of tea haha..

wanted soooo badly to play in the theme park.. cost rm32 each person.. doesn't sound too expensive if we were to play the whole day right? haha.. well, sometimes things just don't go our ways.. missed that chance of playing the chi kek stuffs.. and guess what we did the whole day? we WALKED around the whole building (technically) and my legs now sore as hell.. haha..

and... yeah.. that's all we did..

there isn't much that we do today.. and my mum has just commented that go as far to kl just to watch a movie really isn't worth our money at all.. oh well.. lesson learnt right? guess i'm not gonna do that again unless we're gonna watch a 3d movie.. hahaha..

no pictures OF ME for today cuz i look suck as hell i don't know why i dress up like that.. and my pimple has just popped out on my face due to the hot weather... damn it.. no mood hahahah...

we are planning to go genting next month.. before we're gonna start our university life and i'm really looking forward to that man.. can't wait! *crossing fingers so that my dad will let me go again hahahah*

sorry if i sound dull right now.. i just don't have the energy to think of something happy hahaha.. wait i have something to tell!!! we went to a sex shop when the three of us are wondering about the mall.. and i saw something really cute.. a handphone chain with condom packet attached to it.. i was really considering to buy it!!! hahah like seriously!!!! cuz.. well.. you always have a phone with u right? 24/7 innit??? you answered no? DON'T LIE!! i know you always use the phone for alarm or waiting for someone's sms right? hahahaha.. ok back to my topic..

so i was about to buy this little cute and very functional key chain.. well.. just in case you might wanna use it in an "emergency" right? lol.. just kidding.. don't take my jokes seriously man..

curious about how the cute condom handphone chains look right? just google it! =) easy peasy..

AND.... something really important that i wanna tell to some ppl..

STOP trying too hard to gain my attention.. and i HATE guys who just like, took my friendliness in a very wrong way and assume that i have feelings for them.. like, COME ON!! i was just being friendly and that doesn't really mean that when i care about you, it has to be LOVE.. gosh~

sorry to say, i'm a very conservative girl, i don't allow guys just come and approach me and say "i miss you".. say that and i'm gonna avoid you like, forever!!

not to say i'm a very sensitive person or whatever.. i can just SENSE IT when someone is making a joke or he's being serious.. FUCKING maximum hate it when you read me wrongly and start assuming nonsense..

i just don't wanna get things messed up.. friends mean friends.. nothing more than that..

and... i wanna emphasize this aloud..

I'M SINGLE BUT UNAVAILABLE.. no matter whether you think i'm being super childish and fucking sensitive, i just wanna tell you.. STOP! just, don't make me hate you...

yes i'm threatening ya.. scary huh? better be.. boo!

ok.. that's all for today.. i am seriously gonna pass out right now.. bye and night!

my blog is dead but has been revived

2010-05-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOOOO!!!!!! *echoes* =.="

anyway.....

here i am.. back again.. to this.. old blog hahaha..

been lazing around these days.. lazy to blog, lazy to do laundries, lazy to do basically everything lah! except for coming online every single day to check on my facebook thingy and stuff like that hehe...

i was and am still waiting for my parcel to arrive.. wondering what's that? it's a thing that i ordered online and according to the seller, she told me the item that i ordered is estimated to reach my house maximum 7 days after the day i settled the payment!! it's been like, 10 freaking days and i have not receive anything!!!!!! >;/ sigh~ all i can do now is just wait... and wait..

suddenly have the urge to blog more because there's this girl, who's like years younger than me, definitely richer than me cuz she can afford all kinds of goodies from all over the world and she has the most canggih camera to snap excellent quality pictures and she got her first paycheck!!!! T_______T i'm so jealous max.. i blog years ahead than her and she got her first paycheck whilst i dint get anything.. so pathetic lor.. T__T do i have any readers here??? su...supp.. support..?

the more readers i have, the more money that i can earn... hohohohoho.. why am i whining right now? i'm whining cuz i want money!!! damn it!

i'm gonnaa... i'm gonnnaaaa.. blog more to have more readers to come back and make me some money!! hahahahaha!!! screw some of my friends who aren't even supportive and constantly bashing me about how they hate reading blogs... well, my fate of getting friends that have very different interests.. we clash pretty very much but i don't know why i could still hang out with them hahaha...

anyway, i hope some of you guys could support me.. give me encouragements and i hope myself to be a better blogger than any bloggers on earth!! and most important wishes of all, i hope to be recognised by everyone!! hehehehe... ^^ well, ppl can make wishes/dreams right? so dream on ppl! dreams do come true!

SUPPORT SUPPORT~!

before i end this post, i would like to post up some pictures to spice up my blogs hahaha.. my blog has been really boring as i'm not as creative as some ppl lah...

went cheong k with my 3 buddies.. one guy remains anonymous cuz... he wants to be anonymous.. well.. yeah so anonymous he is.. ^^

um... yeah.. taking pictures in the washroom.. i don't know why ppl like to snap pictures in the washroom, but i think maybe is because the mirror casts a better reflection as it's bigger??? saw so many girls in green box took pictures... in the washroom.. omg.. the vain-ness

went to eat korean food in senawang.. cheap and most importantly, it satisfies our hungry stomach.. oh dear.. i forgot the name of the restaurant already... will find out and recommend you guys to eat there.. haha ^^

can you believe it?? we had a date with ip man!! LOL

and my most favourite picture of all.....
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JENG!!! wow donnie yen so sexy until i got shocked wanna die... lol... exaggerating..

anyway!!!!

please do recommend my blog to your friends if you think my blog is interesting.. i ain't gonna force you or anything but i thank you millions if you do support me.. continue be my loyal readers and i'll try my hardest to be the best of the best ^^

hi baby!

2010-04-02T12:35:00.000-07:00

back again, lame as ever, baby!!! wooooohhh!! *screams*

oh well.. nothing to write in particular.. just another random post..

am listening to oppa nappa by snsd right now.. oh.. that really kinda describes how i felt when i liked some guy.. isn't it heart wrenching when you realise your love is merely one sided love? it's indeed hard to find a guy who likes u back eh? haha.. nah~ i aint desperate to find myself a partner anyway.. even if that guy likes me back too, so what? i couldn't get myself into a relationship.. otherwise, my studies will definitely be affected.. anyone wanna confess their feelings to me? just sms me.. hahahaha xD kidding la..

okay.. dont know what else to write already hehehehe.. bye! will be back if i'm more inspired to write k.. ciao!

konichiwa~

2010-03-16T02:18:00.000-07:00

harro~ today is a hot day in pd... my mum bought pepsi and vanilla ice cream to make float!! weet~ very nice and delicious especially eaten at this kind of weather! wakaka!

alright.. i've been very dull nowadays.. i barely do things at home except chilling out and watching we got married in youtube.. besides enjoying myself, i'm currently working part time as a tuition teacher in a day care centre.. oh well.. what can i say? kids can be adorable but sometimes, they just make you go crazy with their mischievousness! *wipe swt* hahaha.. oh well.. kids are like that, aren't they? haha

i can't wait to get my pay next week weet~ hahaha.. wanna use the money to buy new contact lens lolzz.. hehehe..

ok.. gtg.. wanna go watch WGM already hehe bye!

wtf666

2010-03-03T20:51:00.000-08:00

hahahaha.. i don't know what to put as the title thus i put that as my title lol..... swt betul..

anyway.... these few days have been... plain... and boring........ oh ya! my driving license officially expires today.. hahaha XD it makes no difference cuz i barely drive.. lol... damn malu right.. take license dont know for what... zzz..

yesterday night i couldn't sleep well.. despite the fact that i was really tired and exhausted and i ate the medicine that will cause drowsiness.. but... don't know what caused me to be so alert and energetic last night... luckily cy lend me his percy jackson novel and i could read it till my eyes felt heavy.. lol..

hahaha.. i really don't know whether i should say this here... there's this guy.. whom is my best friend but the weird thing is, we just don't talk anymore.. it's been several years already.. both of us just pretended that we don't know each other.. he stays just a few footsteps away from my house only.. kinda near.. yet so far.. hahaha..

anyway, what i notice about this guy is... he has a gf already!!! and immediately i have the guts to chase him and grab this guy from the girl!!! lol... i don't know where my sudden guts came from but... i don't know.. it's just my instinct that tells me that i gotta do something!!!! i need to grab him hahahaha !!!!

so you know what i did?? i sent him a message through facebook.. asking him whether he stills remember me and those basic questions when you meet your old friends... he still hasn't reply me and it's been several days already... guess he wants to avoid me?? hahahaha XD

anyway, even if he does reply me, so what right?? he likes that girl, no doubt... if that they wouldn't be in a relationship right now la right... well, who am i to ruin their "perfect" relationship right?? lol.. and this girl's BFFs are all dai ka jie lehhh!!!... big sisters... lol.. i'm so gonna get myself into trouble soon.. hahahaa XD

but it's fun right? no harm is done.. just wanna fool around ppl.. lol... what to do?? i'm just too free =D hahahahahaha...

mixed feelings

2010-02-27T19:21:00.000-08:00

sorry for being idle for too long.. oh well.. i take back my sorry.. no point of apologising if i dint do anything wrong right lol..

got my results few days back and i was utterly disappointed.. no one would understand how i feel cuz the results that i got isn't what i expect it to be.. who else to be blamed on except for myself, right?

i've poured all my tears out this few days but of course, wounds will not be able to cured instantaneously.. it takes time anyway.. but i can assure you, i'm feeling alright right now.. i'm okay.. =D

anyhow, i believe after i've got this shitty results that i'm not so proud to reveal through the internet, i've grown more mature and able to think more positively.. guess the "when you study form six, you will grow maturely" theory is somehow true.. not applicable to some students la hahaha XD no offence intended..

it's true that as people got older, more worries await them.. back in the students' days, all we got to worry about is merely about exams and exams.. but now, as we leave school, all we've got to worry about is whether the universities will accept us with the course that we want.. it isn't easy to enrol into good universities anymore cuz the number of excellent students are undoubtedly increasing every year.. thus, lower the chances for the not-so-good students to study in the universities that they want..

my only wish for now is that i'm able to study in a good university and the course that i've been longing to study for since i was in form 4..

but one thing that i want to remind some of you.. when you see me, i expect you NOT to ask about my results anymore.. i had faced enough insults and humiliations from my dad and teachers.. so, PLEASE keep your mouth shut and be nice.. i don't think that you want me to get angry at you and not talk to you for the rest of my life right? when i can say it, i really mean it.. thanks in advance..

okay happy chap goh mei to all the chinese people and happy chinese valentine's day (applicable to all races hahaha) to all of you.. bye! and till then~

happy cny!

2010-02-13T12:23:00.000-08:00

today marks the beginning of the year of tiger. roar~~~

my chinese horoscope is horse so this year is not as merry as horse's year hahaaha XD

seriously wei... this time nobody plays firecrackers as much as last time.. dont know what happened.. maybe they are keeping the firecrackers for the 9th day? hmmmm... probably.. or maybe they're saving money for rainy days hahaah..

ohhh.. talking about the weather... man, these few days have been a real torture for me.. i hate being in a superbly hot weather.. the cny heat is giving me heatstroke, causing me to have 2 ulcers on my gums... T___T pain like bitch! applied salt to them and man........ T_____T nice feeling... can you imagine? hahaha

well, when i was about to start writing this post, i had loads of things in my head to write here budden... all of sudden... everything disappears hahaha..

anyways, hope this year i'll get a BIGGER ang pao from everyone cuz i've been really good recently.. ya... if and only if you would believe me lol.... =D

oh... it's 4.29am right now and i'm still trying to stay awake...... well, the old people would say that kids should stay up late during the first day of cny... why? this is because, the longer the kid stays awake, the longer the parents would live... seeeee?? how i love my parents lol...... *hint* this means that my parents should give MOREEEEEE and BIGGGGEEEERRR ang pao!! ngek ngek ngek ngek..

and to some of the chinese who think cny is BORING and STUPID and LOUD and NOISY, well, i can recommend you to just paint yourselves black or well, not to humiliate you further, paint yourselves brown to look SLIGHTLY better with ICI paint so that you wouldn't look like a chinese anymore.. and please, change your IC and tell them you've converted yourselves to a muslim or hindu, as soon as possible... and maybe..... you should wrap your head with a "long scarf".. ah ha.. there you go... no longer a chinese!! =))))) haha xD and fuck off far far from the pure chinese...

was randomly reading blogs just now and i saw a PARTICULAR blog and they commented that they hate celebrating cny... and they prefer to celebrate japanese festival... hahaha... omg.. hate these kind of chinese people... being racist towards their own race.. duh~

okay.. not gonna talk about them anymore.. what should i talk about now??

nothing eh? okay.. brb soon with new posts and probably, a better one.. i find that i write crap more than i write about proper things lol.. bye!

tired of waiting

2010-01-30T00:18:00.000-08:00

whilst waiting for the youtube video to upload.. internet connection sucks big time sometimes...

well, i'm watching mnet scandal of taecyeon from 2pm right now.. i watched nichkhun's scandal video yesterday and i went like, crazy over his good boyish looks!! man, how great if i was chosen to be his gf for a week!!! =(

man why is the weather so hot nowadays?? i feel like i'm burning on the outside lol... probably cuz cny's coming that's why the weather is hot?? i wonder...

my growing fingernails is making me quite hard to type on this keyboard d hahah.. keep pressing the wrong button swt =( =.="

i'm wondering why our local malaysian guys are normally born "not so handsome" but as compared to foreigners like from korea or thailand or even some from china or taiwan, they are sooooooo good looking and delicious!!!! why a???? is it another wonders of plastic surgeries??? =(

lol.. gtg.. wanna continue watching the video d.. bye!

uhm.. hi!

2010-01-22T20:55:00.001-08:00

yes, i am hesitating whether or not to say the word "hi".. anyone exist here? LOL..

okay. since i'm dead bored and i can't play country story, so here goes.. i'm gonna update my blog with a lil bit.. random things! duh~

i don't know what to say.... lol.. okay.. maybe i should say this.. i hate you but i like you... how's that sounds??? =D haha XD stupid and fuckingly lame..

oh yeah.. i used to have a total of 300+ so called friends in my facebook and now i've successfully deleted some junk friends whom i thought, they're total strangers to me.. like, come on.. we've never even communicate in facebook! add me mere to expand their friends' list. duh~ like they have nothing better to do.. lol.. and now, i'm proud to say, my friends' list consist of people whom I KNOW AND ARE FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE.. haha.. oppps! with exception of certain case(s) la.. i'm not gonna mention nor elaborate more on that haha XD

i've been thinking about making my blog more private by allowing ONLY certain people to read my blog.. yeah.. maybe i should.. =) soon enough i'll change the setting =)

uhm.. oh well.. i just cant wait for my friends to return from their colleges.. gathering again, shall we?=)

cny is drawing closer!! weet~ can't wait.. cny always makes me feel excited haha XD maybe because of the angpaos hahaha XD $.$ *listening to cny's song*

random random~~

i've already told my dad that i want a freaking laptop! a friend of mine recommends me to purchase this IBM or whatever it's called.. specifically the brand that he recommends is lenovo.. but i would say that i prefer to buy either sony vaio or macbook pro.. like wtf man.. if i own a freaking macbook it'd be so COOL! hey, apple users are cool okay!? LOL.. but.. the price of a freaking macbook is really a lil crazy.. shall consider owning a sony vaio, maybe?

my phone has been silent recently.. good cuz it gives me peace.. bad cuz my friends are too busy with their stuffs etc.. whatever it is.. i think it's better if i own a blackberry soon cuz i can use it to surf the web and chatting with my friends! well, *crossing fingers*

i have loads of dreams~ TONNES! if and only money isn't the barrier of everything~

haha.. talking about money, people has been asking me what kind of ideal guy you would want to have? well, top priority is of course, the guy HAS TO BE RICH $$$$$$$ !! rich enough to support me lol.. but normally rich men are all players so... not easy for me to find a rich + loyal guy huh? if there's any rich guy here who's single and available, well, my doors are open wide to welcome you muahahahahaa XDDDD well, whatever it is... it still depends on my fate la =)

probably i should list down somethings about.. guys i hate? haha maybe not.. after someone terasa then habis la.. LOL~

random random~~

oh yeah. if you invisible creatures have twitter accounts, please follow me and i'll follow you.. twitter is fun, no joke!!! no twitter account yet? go create one! NOW!

uhm.. blah blah blah.. nothing more to blog muahahaha XD

christmas is over

2009-12-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

i was just about to wish happy christmas to ppl when i realised it's already passed 12am!!

never mind.. better late than never.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

muahaha XD

i was at corus with my friends on christmas eve.. i'd rather say it's a small gathering for my friends instead of saying it's a christmas countdown party.. we barely did anything but watching UP using cy's pc!!! i love the movie, by the way... ^.^

weet~ yday i was so adventurous i ordered margarita! neh~ shared it with hc cuz.. i know i can't finish the whole glass.. it was crazy!!! i had only a few sips and i was literally flushing like mad!! reached the apartment after dinner and my back and butt were and are still ITCHY like mad!!! googled about it and it seems like i'm having an alcohol-intolerance symptoms.. well, good news to my mum and dad, in the future your daughter won't be an alcoholic..

T____T very sad.. cuz it means when i'm going clubbing next time, i'll only be allowed to drink juices... T______T

hahaa whatever..

happy christmas again! have fun!! and happy new year 2010!!! wow time flies!!!

i've been updating a lot lately huh?

2009-12-23T15:46:00.000-08:00

guess my mum was right.. i'm too free indeed... too free until i constantly been bugged by nightmares which scares me to death and couldn't fall back to sleep since. yday i slept around 11pm and woke up at around 5am.. crazy..

but the morning breeze is really refreshing!! =D

oh ya by the way! how does blog look now? i'd prefer black or dark background for my blog cuz, well, in my opinion, dark backgrounds don't cause ppl to cringe their eyes due to the brightness.. right?? haha XD

i miss singing k... =( i don't mind going there alone and hold all 3 mics by myself you know?? i'm just missing singing k so so much x.X well, blame myself for being too free, again..

i don't know what else to write here.. now it's still too early for me to watch tv.. astro is a real money sucker! paid so much and yet always show the OLDEST movies i've ever seen! black and white one ok!!!! i really don't know what are the staffs working in astro are thinking.. =.=" goodness gracious... ..

okay gtg! guess i'll blog again sooner or later.... =) bye!

the party was a blast!!!

2009-12-10T07:36:00.000-08:00

omgwtfbbq!! it was awesome... =D

reached there around 5.30pm and the sun was blazing hot! and i was already wearing my class t-shirt which is black in colour and the pants i was wearing is black also and the slippers that i was wearing is black in colour too!! and wtf... the bag i'm carrying is black and white in colour wtf.. well, basically i was black in overall LOL....duh~ was nearly burnt to death but luckily i brought an extra baju so i changed and saved myself from the heat LOL...

some of the boys reached earlier than us.. and then chinese boys arrived later.. when it was about 90% of the guys are there, off they go and play BASKETBALL..!! man, basketball and ping pong are the best games for the boys LOL... play until sweat like hell.. LOL..

and the girls... well.. chit chatting under the hot sun cuz we were supposed to take care of their stuffs and bags and handphones and chicken and curry and etc on the mat..

and we went to walk around the hotel and we saw rabbits!!!! dhivya damn sua ku like never seen a rabbit before.. her reaction was eccentric!!!! LOL.. dhivya dhivya...

okay.. so the chefs...

here they are!!! setting up fire on the bbq pit!! all thanks to them or else, we wouldn't be able to savour the good food nom nom nom!=D

party started at around 7pm.. after all of us changed into our uniform LOL.. we were all in black like so cool la... =D

i likey the group photo.. look so pretty and perfect! with the scenery... ^.^

here are the fooooooooood we had.... =D nom nom nom...

nasi goreng cina
curry chicken

jene's grandma's special pumpkin delicacy

cy's kungfu at producing special fruit salad wtf.. LOL..

and oppss!! i forgot to take a picture of our ribena drink!!! LOL.... too indulge in my food d wtf...

pn jahara and pn roshidah

me and mr looi LOL...

there were 3 teachers who came and join us.. they are pn jahara, pn roshidah and mr looi.. LOL.. we invited miss lee and pn tung but they couldn't make it due to certain circumstances la.... it's okay anyway... the guys sapu-ed all the food LOL... especially SURESH! lol.. after makan straight lied down on the mat dengan selambanya... walaoweh damn funny la.. XD

LOOK!!!
hahahahaah...

man... how i enjoyed myself=D

it was a happy and memorable day indeed.. thanks guys!! lets have another party soon!!!=D

take care, you ppl... shall miss our 2 years friendship like FOREVER!~~~

the power of self timer.. but unfortunately the camera was placed too behind, causing the flash to be reflected back from the cement. i'm so sorry... but can you guys see?? all of you have great SMILE on your faces!! gosh~ so perfect.. with genuine happiness... my my.. how i am gonna miss this....?

emo time...~~

OKBYE!!!!

p/s - more pictures on my facebook photos..

school life's OVER baby!

2009-12-09T22:41:00.000-08:00

omg.. it has been a blast year... form 6 is tough indeed... i'm SO glad it's all over~~~

yay!!!! i can't stop feeling excited about today's party!! weeett!!

will be back here with photos... i hope=D

i.am.so.fucking furious!

2009-12-08T20:06:00.000-08:00

HI!!!!!! SUCKERS...

in case SOME of YOU who presume yourselves to be my so called friends, yesterday was my birthday.. =D

i am pissed... extremely, to be specific... burning with rage and anger i can feel my blood vessel's gonna explode like anytime!! *touch wood*

i didn't have a grand celebration on my birthday.. cuz.. oh well.. my family had celebrated mine and my 2 other sisters' birthday together on sunday.
yes.. the 3 Lee sisters are born on the same month with only a few days gap.. my birthdate so happen to fall in between my sisters' birthdate, thus,
i got the chance to celebrate on my non-actual birthdate.. cut the crap... celebration aint the thing i wanna say here....

okay... so, birthdays are fairly important to me. to tell you guys the truth. just to let you guys know... i actually TOOK the trouble to remember all of your birthdays (the term "your" means
including my classmates', close friends, etc), wasting my money to send you either a SMS or MMS on exact 0000 hours.. well, with an exception if
i've fallen asleep while waiting for the clock to strike 12am.. but i'll never ever miss a chance of saying "happy birthday"!!!!

so why not you???? is it really troublesome for you guys to wish me? mind you, a simple SMS merely saying Happy Birthday makes my day!
or just drop a short msg on my wall in facebook is enough! but why? why do u guys "forget" about my birthday and pretend
not to know about anything about 08.12? fucking fake la you guys.. fake!!!!!....

okay.. guess i'm not that angry anymore.. but i can't accept that you are my friends anymore.. i can pretend to be friendly towards you but
neh~~~ i don't treat you as my friend anymore..

i'm gonna delete your contact numbers and birthday reminders on my phone etc...

whatever shit you wanna call me... call me childish.. fucking stupid bitch whatever.. am gonna stress again, i am seriously hurt!!!
do these kinds of friends deserve to be your friend? you treat them like they're your BFF but what do you get back in return? BETRAYAL....

so long, suckers! goodbye! i'm so glad school life's finally gonna be over tmr and i don't wanna see your faces anymore... fucking sick and
i wanna vomit when i think about it...

i want more hols!

2009-06-13T22:30:00.000-07:00

wth.. today is the end of our 2 week hols! time flies huh??? omgomgomgomg.. i can't believe it!! the beginning of our torturing months starts tmr!! more extra classes which means we have to stay back till 4.30pm every single day!!!!! @___@ no more online, tv, reading novels etc... huhuhu

i'm almost done with ecplise.. will go ahead with breaking dawn asap.. i wanna finish reading all of them by this month.. yeah.. i suppose we won't have any tests this month so there.. i can have a lil time to finish up the novel hahaha...

i miss my classmates.. bwahahha.. hence that triggers me to go to school with anticipation tmr!!

but.. i have not finish my homework!! maths homework fml!! =.=" i couldn't be bothered to finish them up anyway.. feeling so lazy and lethargic and my current obssession is only about twilight saga.. =D

alright.. i gtg now.. expect less update from me from tmr onwards.. guess i won't have the time to come often anymore =D chat with you guys through msn if we so happen to come online at the same time aite? bb..

i.am.so.freaking.sick

2009-06-09T16:02:00.000-07:00

i.have.not.been.sleeping.since.last.night.

yes.. i've been awake.. since last night.. till now.. 7.03am.. come on?!! what's so wrong with me? i'm so freaking insomniac i tried so hard to force myself to sleep. the more i try, the more anxious i feel.. i've no idea i'm anxious of what.. my hand trembles a lil and my heart beats vigorously.. my head is full of thoughts.. all jumbled up and it was a messed.. gosh~~ my condition is worsen..

=.=""""

my stomach felt a lil uneasy but it felt better after went to toilet and applied some medicine to soothe the pain.. zzz.. =(

my mum would definitely got shocked if i'm telling her i haven't sleep since last night.. =.="

oh well.. whatever it is.. i'll blog a while.. see how it goes.. hopefully my eyes will feel a lil heavy so i can go lie down and have a short nap... i guess..

i'm done with new moon and i've started reading ecplise already.. haha.. my hols is occupied with vampire stories.. kind of addicted already, i guess?=D nowadays when i go out to have a tea break with my friend, we'll go crazy about "omg.. edward wanna kill himself because he thought bella is dead!" or "jacob is in love with bella!" or "bella wants to become vampire or else volturi will kill her themselves!!" haha.. the whole conversation will be all about twilight saga muahahaha XD well, it IS fun to share the same interest with others you know?=D

gosh~ i was thinking about whether this will really affect my studies anot.. i'm supposed to occupy my holiday time to do my homework, do revision bla bla bla.. it's really sickening to think about it cuz i have a whole tons of school stuff to do kay..

thinking about the results i obtained for physics, i'm really wondering whether i could manage to fare in stpm or not.. zzz.. guess what, i merely got a C.. and i really thank god i dint get a F instead.. frankly speaking, i barely studied for physics and i merely flipped through the pages the night before the paper.. no doubt i can't fare well.. it's considered a bless already that i got a C.. lol.. well, it's not something to be celebrated for.. mum wasn't really happy with my results.. =.=" no doubt i've got to try harder..

physics is not hard if you really study and aim for an A for this paper.. unless you're freaking lazy or maybe you've just lost interested to study physics.. i guess??

O_o like.. what the hell??!

the song boom boom pow by BEP is nice eh??=D boom boom pow!!

i hate my blog

2009-06-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

i tried to make my blog to appear nicer rather than the plain boring blog i used to have.. in the end, everything's gone T___T i dont know what had happened.. can anyone volunteered to do something with my blog???